無聲佔有

By 洪卓立

你用眼淚讓我多麼的躊躇
夜晚星光將懸垂
難為了誰
我用抱着你兩手替你分憂
在髮絲之間浮游
無聲佔有
看着聽着你哭訴説你為他傷心嗎
願我算是那代替品吧
而我有些可惡嗎
冀盼他不要怕
待你差使你痛哭聲音變沙
唯有這刻會跟你抱擁嗎
我可算病態嗎 我可有辦法嗎
我只有待你最落魄在你額角親一下
我可會祈求他
會使眼淚如雨 一直下
然後你某夜緊抱我哭嗎
看着聽着你哭訴説你為他傷心嗎
願我算是那代替品吧
而我有些可惡嗎
冀盼他不要怕
待你差使你痛哭聲音變沙
唯有這刻會跟你抱擁嗎
我可算病態嗎 我可有辦法嗎
我只有待你最落魄在你額角親一下
我可會祈求他
會使眼淚如雨 一直下
然後你某夜緊抱我哭嗎
可否詛咒你跟他會決裂嗎
在這刻容我再不要裝作大方嗎
我可算病態嗎 我可有辦法嗎
我只有待你最落魄在你額角親一下
我可會祈求他
會使眼淚如雨 一直下
然後你會在某夜找我嗎
我想你內疚嗎 我想你愉快嗎
我想你後悔那日你沒有共我一起嗎
你可有讓我跟他心中比較嗎
而你願承認嗎
跟我在拍着拖更快樂嗎
等你又再度找我痛哭嗎
About This Song

"" ("Silent Possession") by (Chris Hung) emerges as a poignant ballad that delves into the depths of unrequited love and emotional sacrifice. At its core, the song grapples with the feelings of yearning and sadness experienced by an individual who silently cherishes someone in emotional turmoil due to a broken relationship. The poignant lyrics express a longing to be a comfort to the beloved, while also grappling with feelings of inadequacy and a sense of being a mere substitute in the eyes of the one they love. This emotional complexity is beautifully intertwined with imagery of tears and solace, drawing listeners into a deeply personal narrative.

The story conveyed in the song unfolds through a heartfelt confession from the narrator, who offers their support to a loved one mourning another's loss. As the beloved recounts their sorrow, the narrator struggles with feelings of guilt and jealousy, pondering their own worth in the context of providing consolation yet feeling like a placeholder. The recurring themes of longing, affection, and the desire for emotional intimacy paint a vivid picture of the narrator's internal conflict as they navigate the complexities of love and heartbreak. Such sentiments resonate universally, as anyone who has experienced unreciprocated feelings can relate to the emotional rollercoaster the song embodies.

Musically, "" employs a gentle melody that complements its melancholic lyrics. The instrumentation is soft and soulful, enhancing the emotional weight of the narrator's reflections. Lyrically, utilizes repetitive motifs and questions, evoking a sense of urgency and hesitation that mirrors the narrator's turbulent thoughts. The use of vivid imagerysuch as tears raining downeffectively amplifies the mood, allowing listeners to visualize the pain and desire encapsulated within the song's narrative.

Culturally, the song taps into themes prevalent in Chinese pop music and ballads, where emotional storytelling often takes center stage. The exploration of love's complexities reflects a broader cultural appreciation for deep emotional connections and the angst that accompanies them. In a society that values both devotion and emotional expression, "" serves as a reminder of the sacrifices made for love and the quiet suffering of those who love deeply yet remain unacknowledged. This song not only resonates within the context of individual relationships but also speaks to the universal experience of longing and heartbreak.