憑什麼愛你

By 洪卓立

説過你是我的一切
可惜虛構的美麗
是衷心給你傷得不見底
閉上眼夢見我的喪禮
像廢物棄於谷底
死不了卻越來越變得着迷
善變的約誓前事已不想再提
可笑仍卑躬屈膝到如地底爛泥
就算醉過痛過也心死過
為你笑過喊過已不枉過
無限個凌晨
要自己置身黑暗角落的我
別説這個世界有因果
我怕問我愛得是否有錯
無盡折磨 愛你換來什麼
發覺再沒法覺得高興
買醉後更加清醒
想不到 你後來是這麼絕情
舊記憶致命 陪着你走的過程
感覺如不捨得不去 承受的極刑
就算醉過痛過也心死過
為你笑過喊過已不枉過
無限個凌晨
要自己置身黑暗角落的我
別説這個世界有因果
我怕問我愛得是否有錯
無盡折磨 最尾換來什麼
就算愛你愛到要孤單過
甚至放棄世界也不改過
逃避到銀河
怕下一個她比你更認識我
未怕永遠戴上這枷鎖
到最後我至少亦掙扎過
承認我傻 懶理任何後果
無盡折磨 愛你是懲罰麼
About This Song

"" ("Why Should I Love You") is a poignant ballad by Hong Zhuo Li that delves into the complex emotions of love, heartache, and existential contemplation. The main theme revolves around the paradox of loving someone who seems emotionally unavailable, leading to a deep sense of despair and confusion. The emotional core of the song is characterized by intense longing and the struggle between hope and desolation, as the protagonist grapples with feelings of devotion even amidst suffering. The lyrics evoke a vivid imagery of inner turmoil, with references to dreams of despair and feelings of worthlessness that many can resonate with in their experiences of love lost or unreciprocated.

The narrative unfolds with a reflection on past promises and the inevitable shift towards disillusionment. The singer repeatedly revisits the idea that loving someone can lead to profound pain, questioning whether their sacrifices and emotional investment have been in vain. This sentiment is accentuated through expressions of loneliness and self-doubt, emphasizing the toll that an unbalanced relationship can take on ones mental and emotional well-being. The repeated inquiries about love's purpose highlight the universal struggle of managing one's affections in the face of mutual disconnect, ultimately feeding into the existential themes present in the song.

Musically, the song features a haunting melody that complements its reflective lyrics, utilizing minor chords to enhance the melancholic tone. The vocal delivery is filled with raw emotion, allowing listeners to feel the weight of the singer's burden. Lyrical techniques such as metaphor and vivid imagery are prominent, with phrases like "" ("close my eyes and dream of my own funeral") delivering a powerful punch that captures the depths of despair. The interplay of light and darkness within the lyrical content signifies the complex nature of love that can ebb and flow between joy and pain.

Culturally, "" resonates with many individuals in the Chinese-speaking world, where themes of love, sacrifice, and emotional struggle are deeply ingrained in the fabric of society. The song reflects a common experience in relationships, navigating the tumultuous waters of love while contending with societal expectations of emotional resilience. As a result, it stands as a significant piece that captures the intricate dynamics of love, making it relevant across cultures where heartbreak and longing are universal human experiences.