我是誰

By 泳兒

是誰在盲目等你 這麼死心塌地
吸氣 呼氣 空等下世紀
是誰像遺忘道理 明知你會躲避
亦胡亂跟蹤你 沒停止騷擾你
這個我已太失控 已經不似自己
這個我過份愛你 妄想等到轉機
瘋癲得要你來陪死 瘋癲得想私闖禁地
其實這個沒氣息的誰 為何未痛死
當簡單愛已變成狂戀 怎決斷捨棄
持續去煩住你纏住你留住你
逼得我 也怕自己 厭惡自己
今天起 忘了我 繼續你的生活
説一聲再見 不要再説如果
老實説 我沒有想過回頭
別再打擾我 別再説難過
這個我已太恐怖 痛苦操控自己
這個我要是愛你 放開手給你飛
瘋癲得要你來陪死 瘋癲得周遭都退避
其實這個沒氣息的誰 為何未痛死
當簡單愛已變成狂戀 怎決斷捨棄
持續去煩住你纏住你留住你
逼得我 也怕自己 放棄自己
是誰在盲目等你 思想快要麻痹
可否教我忘記
About This Song

The song "" ("Who Am I") by (Wing) dives deep into themes of obsession, heartbreak, and the difficult process of letting go. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of unrequited love, where the narrator is consumed by their feelings for someone who is emotionally distant. This emotional turmoil is explored through a lens of desperation, as the narrator grapples with their sense of identity in the context of a love that has become an unhealthy fixation. The repeated contemplation of waiting blindly for someone speaks to the universal struggle of loving someone who does not reciprocate those feelings, creating a sense of melancholic urgency throughout the piece.

The narrative within the lyrics centers on the narrators internal conflictbetween their deep affection and the realization that they must move on. The lines express a haunting cycle of yearning and self-doubt, as the protagonist acknowledges their "crazy" tendencies while attempting to hold on to the hope of rekindling a lost connection. Additionally, the plea to forget and the desire to reclaim ones sense of self underscore a poignant struggle: how to navigate a love that has morphed from simple affection to obsessive yearning. This duality of love versus obsession resonates with anyone who has experienced the painful side of affection that borders on madness.

Musically, the song combines elements of pop and emotional balladry, making use of gentle instrumentation that complements the lyrical content. The haunting melody complements the despair expressed in the lyrics, creating an immersive listening experience. Lyrically, the use of rhetorical questions heightens the emotional stakes as the narrator grapples with their feelings. The repetition of phrases and stark imagery add a layer of intensity that pulls the listener further into the psychological state of the protagonist, making the haunting message even more poignant.

Culturally, "" reflects a common narrative in contemporary music, addressing issues surrounding mental health, love, and identitytopics that resonate across different cultures and societies. In many Asian cultures, especially, themes of love and heartbreak are often explored in a way that deeply resonates with listeners, providing both comfort and understanding. This song also encapsulates the struggle for emotional independence, which is increasingly relevant in todays fast-paced society where personal relationships can become overwhelming. Overall, 's heartfelt delivery and the rawness of the lyrics allow listeners to connect profoundly with the emotional experiences portrayed in the song.