Close to my heart

By 泳兒

做第三者總不光彩 但我死性似不改
自問身份不準公開 又要忍耐又要愛
遇過有誰能愛卻 沒法子去愛
連情人生日 也難喝采
如何能忍受 我們終有一天要分開
喜歡你的感覺竟不經意下載
明明能衡量喜歡與不該
可惜每一次總不分對錯地愛
只剩無奈
認命可得到的不多 但至少有你撫摸
為什麼一早睇清楚 亦會不斷地去錯
望向鏡愁眉蓋過 沒法看清楚
逢纏綿之後 也離去麼
如何能想像 愛情得到比失去坎坷
喜歡你的感覺竟不經意下載
明明能衡量喜歡與不該
可惜每一次總不分對錯地愛
只剩無奈
曾經鬆手靜靜退開 我想看開想篡改
一吻間的意外 發覺怎也沒法避開
當心跳加速到不懂得拒絕愛
無人能明白根本放不開
想感覺一次簡單的愛與被愛
一直期待
About This Song

"Close to my heart" by is an evocative ballad that delves into the complex emotions surrounding unrequited love and the pain of forbidden relationships. The main theme centers on the struggles of being a third party in a love triangle, a position that is often sidelined and unglamorous. poignantly explores the ambivalence of loving someone while grappling with societal judgments and personal conflicts. The emotional core of the song resonates with listeners, as it articulates feelings of both longing and resignation, illustrating the bittersweet nature of love that is either hidden or unattainable.

The narrative conveyed through the lyrics reflects a deep sense of self-awareness and vulnerability. The protagonist acknowledges their situation, feeling torn between societal norms and their own desires. Phrases such as "" (questioning their public identity) highlight an internal conflict of love that cannot be openly confessed. The lyrics poignantly express how moments of joy, such as celebrating a lovers birthday, become tainted with sadness, revealing the stark contrast between fleeting happiness and inevitable heartbreak. This duality emphasizes the universal experience of love and loss, making it relatable to anyone who has loved in secret.

Musically, the song employs soft melodies intertwined with poignant lyrics, enhancing the emotional weight of the subject matter. Notable musical elements include gentle instrumentals that create an intimate atmosphere, allowing the listener to connect with the artist's vulnerabilities. The lyrical techniques utilized in this piece, such as metaphors and imagery, lend depth to the emotional landscape of the song. For instance, the metaphor of "heartfelt touches" representing affection emphasizes the desire for connection, despite the circumstances that keep them apart. This fusion of simple yet profound language paired with soulful melodies captures the essence of yearning and inevitability in human relationships.

Culturally, "Close to my heart" reflects the complexities of love in contemporary society, especially within Asian contexts where relationships can often navigate through strict societal and familial expectations. The theme of forbidden love resonates within many cultures, yet s nuanced portrayal allows for a broader discussion of authenticity versus societal acceptance. The song resonates with a generation grappling with the dichotomy of desire and duty, ultimately inviting listeners to process their own experiences of love, longing, and loss.