情人自擾

By 胡鴻鈞

揹着我像有很多的秘密 未拆穿
美麗到令我感覺極為危險
庸人自擾 幾多晚內心混戰
喜歡你是我弱點 太明顯
仰慕而起 這種膚淺的妒忌
拼命與誰比 我不完美
妒忌而起 愛得一敗塗地
我狂莽的卑微 害到你
我認我為你被不安吃掉 自信心
努力咬着你想製造存在感
無力感 使得我極之笨
箍緊你越錯越深 過份着緊
仰慕而起 這種膚淺的妒忌
拼命與誰比 我不完美
妒忌而起 愛得一敗塗地
我狂莽的卑微 害到你
你的美感摧毀我
我的渺小一樣難娛樂你
成熟方知道 我該死
遺憾都出於妒忌
每日與誰比 也許煩擾你
幼稚年紀 是否
衝動和自欺的專美 勒死你
懲罸我蠢 繼續責備
About This Song

The song "" by delves deep into the complexities of love, jealousy, and self-doubt, capturing the emotional struggle faced in romantic relationships. The lyrics poignantly express feelings of insecurity that arise from infatuation, where the narrator grapples with their overwhelming admiration for someone they deem perfect. This emotional turmoil reveals a delicate balance between longing and vulnerability, as the protagonist fears that their intense feelings may be causing harm both to themselves and the object of their affection. This theme resonates deeply with anyone who has experienced the bittersweet nature of unreciprocated love or competitive emotions in a relationship.

The narrative unfolds through a confessional tone, illustrating the internal conflict that comes with jealousy, self-comparison, and a desperate craving for validation. The singer admits to being consumed by these feelings, leading to reckless behavior that threatens the connection with their beloved. Lines such as " " ("Admiration leads to shallow jealousy") encapsulate the struggle to navigate these emotions, emphasizing the self-destructive tendencies that can arise from love. The lyrics paint a picture of an individual caught in a cycle of comparative anguish, showcasing how external perceptions and internal insecurities can undermine relational harmony.

Musically, the song employs a blend of emotive melodies and intricate lyrical structures that enhance its emotional resonance. The use of introspective lyrics paired with haunting melodies elevates the listener's experience, allowing them to connect with the protagonist's anguish. Lyrical techniques, such as repetitive phrases and vivid imagery, reinforce the themes of obsession and distress, as the repetition mirrors the protagonist's obsessive thoughts. The overall composition creates a melancholic yet beautiful atmosphere that underscores the weight of longing and heartache, inviting listeners to reflect on their own experiences with love.

Culturally, "" taps into universal themes of love and jealousy, making it relatable to audiences across various backgrounds. In many cultures, the feelings of inadequacy and the fear of losing someone you deeply care for are common threads that tie humans together. 's emotive delivery and the heartfelt nature of the lyrics serve to connect listeners with these shared experiences, revealing that such struggles are not unique to any one individual or culture. The song captures the essence of romantic vulnerability, making it not just a personal anthem but also a collective reflection on the intricacies of affection in a modern world.