如此這般想你

By 張智霖

和誰過那晚 和誰分享歡顏
為何想找到你 這樣難
和誰過這晚 和誰人談心中憂煩
有沒有夜返
如此這般想你 誰可比
如此憂鬱的臉 也為你
如此關心的我 如知己
如此痴心的話 卻未説起
如此這般竟會 從不知
如此一心一意 你未看起
如此這般想你 如在日夜自欺
和誰接那吻 和誰講起新聞
和誰竟講起我 這份人
和誰看細雪 和誰談挪威的森林
有沒有動心
其實是我 幻想得到太多
還是你 從不想我太多
然而我這樣傻 如此愛玩火
如此這般想你 誰可比
如此這般等待 不歇地
如此關心的我 如知己
如果真的親近 偏偏顧忌
如此一心一意 誰可比
如此痴心的話 怎麼説起
如此這般想你 如在日夜自欺
如此這般想你 如在日夜自欺 誰能比
About This Song

"" ("So Much Wanting You") by (Julian Cheung) delves into the complexities of longing and unreciprocated love. The main theme centers on an individual who grapples with their deep affection for someone, reflecting a sense of melancholy and yearning throughout the lyrics. Emphasizing the emotional struggle of wanting to connect with a loved one while facing barriers, the song captures the sensation of feeling lost in one's affections. The repeated questioning about who can truly compare to the person he desires reveals a profound sense of isolation in his feelings and highlights the song's emotional core of unfulfilled love.

The narrative unfolds as the protagonist reminisces about shared moments and the difficulty of expressing heartfelt emotions. The lyrics convey a story of nostalgia, punctuated by moments of reflection about past experiences, such as sharing laughter or intimate conversations. This evocative storytelling connects listeners to the universal experience of yearning for closeness amidst the agony of separation. Additionally, there is a continuous interplay between hope and despair, as the protagonist oscillates between the joy of memories and the pain of distance, ultimately illustrating the paradox of love itself.

Musically, the song is infused with a slow, melodic structure that complements its poignant themes. The use of soft instrumentation allows the poignant lyrics to shine, while the lyrical techniquesincluding repetitive questioning and vivid imageryenhance the emotional depth. The repetition of phrases such as "" ("So Much Wanting You") signifies the relentless nature of longing, creating a haunting effect that resonates with listeners.

Culturally, the song encapsulates the romantic sentiments often celebrated in Chinese music, where themes of love, loss, and emotional expression are significant. The depth of feeling expressed in this song speaks to the importance of personal connection in contemporary Chinese society, where traditional values of intimacy and emotional expression continue to resonate. Overall, 's "" serves not only as a personal lament but also as a reflection of broader cultural sentiments around love and longing.