啞忍

By 陳小春

你 馬路邊抱着他 甜蜜嗎 徹夜熄去電話
我 我大方到默許 逃回家 眼內積滿淚水
這顆心意不懂感覺
太寂寞 還是太彷徨 無謂再咬着誰錯
早知你不怕人多
(早知你不怕人多) 從來叫座
誰分一杯羹 三張嘴分兩個吻
情多麼激心 只分得一個孤枕
但是拖拖拉拉 三方也氣憤
從來傷心 情感仿似利刃
我 放下僅有自尊 容納他 見面都會寒暄
EQ高到不敢枯燥
笑壞人 忘掉我是人 情緒易受陪訓
多得你使我難堪
(難堪你讓我難看) 如何快贈
從不想啞忍 三張嘴分兩個吻
無比的胸襟 裝不起猜忌的針
若是拖拖拉拉 比起也不分
寧願抽身 誰肯舉劍自刎
從不想啞忍 三張嘴分兩個吻
無比的胸襟 裝不起猜忌的針
若是拖拖拉拉 比起也不分
寧願抽身 誰肯舉劍自刎
誰分一杯羹 三張嘴分兩個吻
情多麼激心 只分得一個孤枕
但是拖拖拉拉 三方也氣憤
還是傷心 情感仿似利刃
從不想啞忍 三張嘴分兩個吻
無比的胸襟 裝不起猜忌的針
若是拖拖拉拉 比起也不分
寧願抽身 誰肯舉劍自刎
About This Song

The song "" (Y Rn), performed by the celebrated Hong Kong artist (Jordan Chan), delves into the emotional turbulence of love caught in a triangle. The lyrics express themes of heartache, jealousy, and the struggle between self-respect and desire. The protagonist grapples with witnessing a lover's affection directed toward another person, feeling a potent mixture of sadness and resignation. This emotional core is resonantly communicated through the imagery of shared intimacy, where love is depicted as a limited resource, akin to sharing a meal. The phrase "" (three mouths sharing two kisses) poignantly highlights the unfairness and complexity of romantic entanglements.

The narrative of "" tells a story of unreciprocated feelings and the pain that accompanies loving someone who divides their affections elsewhere. The protagonist reflects on their own plight, conveying the emotional toll of watching someone they care about engage with another. It's a raw exploration of loneliness that emerges from longing and unfulfilled romantic expectations. As the lyrics unfold, they reveal a deeper internal conflict where the protagonist struggles to maintain dignity while navigating the turmoil of unrequited love, ultimately choosing between enduring silence ("") or breaking free from this painful situation.

Musically, the song comprises gentle yet poignant melodies that underscore its lyrical content. Notable for its integration of various instrumental layers, it employs a smooth arrangement that mirrors the emotional highs and lows expressed in the lyrics. The use of metaphor and evocative language throughout the song enhances the poignancy and relatability of the story. The repetitive structure of the lyrics creates a sense of longing and resignation, drawing listeners into the cycle of pain experienced by the protagonist.

Culturally, "" resonates particularly within the context of Chinese pop music's exploration of love and emotional vulnerability. The themes portrayed in the song are universally relatable but take on unique nuances in the Chinese cultural landscape, where notions of face and self-dignity often complicate emotional expression. The song reflects a modern understanding of love, where honesty and vulnerability can clash with traditional expectations, making it a poignant anthem for anyone navigating the tumultuous waters of love and heartbreak.