死症

By 鍾嘉欣

季節已漸凍 不敢吹冷風
越睡越累 誰敢再放鬆
病牀上 捉緊你
無從振作方感到
在潛伏 的心痛
病到想要死
奄奄一息慘過死
傷風咳嗽併發失戀的痛苦
令我不爭氣
成藥吃了 很口渴
潛意識更想念你
人無大病哪會想起要學會醫理
試藥試到死
一早消失急救時機
心一死怎麼醫也好
誰還有心 體貼入微
已睡到雙腳失去力氣
迷糊地失去你 會更易忘記
我眼淚哪苦味
各有各病痛 交叉感染中
越睡越累 情感中了風
病情是 多麼重
人麻醉了都知道
後遺像 心絞痛
病到想要死
奄奄一息慘過死
傷風咳嗽併發失戀的痛苦
令我不爭氣
成藥吃了 很口渴
潛意識更想念你
人無大病哪會想起要學會醫理
試藥試到死
一早消失急救時機
心一死怎麼醫也好
誰還有心 體貼入微
已睡到雙腳失去力氣
迷糊地失去你 會更易忘記
其實這 絕症拖延如今
我都置之不理
病已到膏肓 怎醫也無用
病到想要死
奄奄一息慘過死
傷風咳嗽併發失戀的痛苦
令我不爭氣
成藥吃了 很口渴
軟弱更歇斯底里
人無大病哪會想起要學會醫理
試藥試到死
都醫不好感情難抱緊你
打針拖一拖也好
仍然撐不到你別離
已睡到雙腳失去力氣
迷糊地失去你 會更易忘記
我眼淚哪苦味
About This Song

The song "" (translated as "Terminal Illness") by Chinese artist (Linda Chung) delves deep into the themes of heartache, emotional suffering, and a sense of desperation akin to experiencing a debilitating illness. The lyrics convey the feeling of being overwhelmed by emotional pain and fatigue, as the singer likens her heartbreak to physical illness, stating that it is more torturous than death itself. The interplay between emotional and physical states creates a poignant atmosphere of longing and sorrow that resonates with anyone who has experienced profound loss.

In this song, the narrative unfolds like a heart-wrenching confession, reflecting on the inability to heal from a broken heart and the relentless yearning for a loved one. The metaphor of illness serves as a powerful vehicle for expressing the debilitating effects of love lost, portraying heartache in a visceral way. Lines such as "my tears have no bitter taste" convey the numbness associated with deep sorrow, emphasizing the struggle to process both love and loss. The recurrent references to medical metaphors highlight a feeling of helplessness, where traditional means of coping or "treatment" seem ineffective against emotional distress.

Musically, the song employs a reflective and melancholic tone, which complements the lyrical content. The combination of slow tempo, haunting melodies, and Chungs emotive vocal delivery enhances the themes of despair and fatigue. Lyrical techniques, including metaphor and repetition, emphasize the cyclical nature of suffering and longing as the singer grapples with her emotions. The structure creates a sense of drowning in sorrow, almost as if the listener is navigating through layers of grief that feels insurmountable.

Culturally, "" resonates within the broader discourse on mental health and emotional well-being in contemporary society. It reflects the universal experience of heartache while mirroring a trend in modern music to openly address issues often left unsaid. By articulating her struggles, Linda Chung not only provides a voice to those suffering in silence but also fosters a dialogue around emotional vulnerability in a society that can be dismissive of such feelings. The song stands as an anthem for anyone who has felt lost, drawing connections between emotional pain and the human condition.