愛你躲你

By 陳曉東

靜靜地你從身邊走過
命運驟至
某感覺在流入我的軀殼
段段日記留起種種感覺
含羞笑做了珍藏
一朵芙蓉臉
燦爛笑展 編了經典
也記那天你呼呼哭過
便發現我害怕你哭不快樂
憔悴瘦了
又叫我難眠 承受困擾
從無人讓我這般緊過
讓我沒有好過
可會是越完美
也越同樣付更多
越是望你 越難自欺
看着你使我未能自己
我是全不得已
至今愛你愛到要想躲你
越是望你 越難自己
怕是愛太深重
便寧願刻意逃避
免得 胡思想你
淡淡的印甜絲絲嘴角
妙曼驟至
似輕舔着瓶內那些蜜糖
段段入扣情傾身邊這個
人經已為你輕狂
心想要更多
抱住野火 偷吃禁果
然而維護你真心的我
別要讓你共我闖這一個禍
和你碰過
共擦過臉龐 情就這麼
我處處為你小心想過
別要讓你出錯
想會是極神秘
卻又承認是過火
越是望你 越難自欺
看着你使我未能自己
我是全不得已
至今愛你愛到要想躲你
越是望你 越難自己
怕是愛太深重
便寧願刻意逃避
免得 胡思想你
其實是我 總想總想你
只好躲開了你
藏心中的慾火
是我起
越是望你 越難自欺
看着你使我未能自己
我是全不得已
至今愛你愛到要想躲你
越是望你 越難自己
怕是愛太深重
便寧願刻意逃避
免得 胡思想你
About This Song

The song "" ("Love You and Avoid You") by (Chen Xiaodong) encapsulates the complex emotional landscape of love intertwined with fear and self-preservation. At its core, the song explores the intense yearning and anxiety that can accompany deep romantic feelings. The central theme revolves around the dichotomy of love and avoidance, suggesting that the deeper one falls in love, the more vulnerable one becomes, leading to the desire to retreat from the intensity of those feelings. The lyrics express a profound struggle between embracing affection and grappling with the overwhelming emotions that arise from it.

The narrative conveyed in the song revolves around the protagonist's internal conflict as he navigates his feelings for someone special. He acknowledges his infatuation and the bliss it brings, contrasted sharply by the fear of vulnerability and the potential for heartbreak. The lyrical imagery captures moments of tenderness and longing, paired with reflections on the burdens of love that make him want to avoid the person he loves. The poignant line "" signifies the paradox of loving someone so fiercely that it compels a desire to leave them behind to safeguard oneself from emotional turmoil.

Musically, the song employs a melismatic vocal delivery that highlights the emotional peaks of the lyrics, allowing listeners to feel the protagonist's pain and longing. The structure of the song features verses that build anticipation, leading into the emotionally charged chorus that resonates with the struggle between desire and self-protection. Noteworthy is the use of vivid metaphors, such as "" ("like gently licking the honey in a bottle"), which illustrates the sweetness of love tinged with the caution of temptation.

Culturally, the song reflects a common theme in Chinese pop music that resonates with audiences grappling with romance and personal relationships. The juxtaposition of passion and restraint is significant in many East Asian cultures, where expressing love can often be tempered by social norms and interpersonal expectations. "" not only speaks to individual experiences of love but also connects to broader cultural narratives about emotional vulnerability and the complexities of human connection.