自作多情

By 周慧敏

不要自作多情去做夢
給我盡獻慇勤管接送
不必一再問我戀情可有漸凍
時時追擊如烈風
因我沒有心情去做夢
不會贈送感情給你操縱
不必窺探在我窗前失去自控
呆站一宵如笨鍾
今晚找個心愛吧 不要失意等我吧
今晚請你歸去吧 別管我愉快嗎
今晚找個心愛吧 傾訴所有的説話
別人在期望相戀 知道嗎
戀愛狂 回頭吧 因我害怕
倘用情 馴服似 小狗擺尾巴
到後來 還是要公式痛哭
今天隻身也罷
戀愛狂 回頭吧 因我害怕
倘用情 盲目似 不分真與假
到後來 還是要公式痛哭
不敢説聲愛吧
About This Song

"" ("Self-Created Sentiment") by the iconic singer (Vivian Chow) encapsulates the intricate emotions surrounding love and longing, marked by a playful yet poignant tone. The main theme centers around the struggle between personal feelings and societal expectations in romantic relationships. The lyrics convey a sense of vulnerability as the protagonist grapples with their fears of emotional attachment, choosing to reject ardent affection to guard themselves against disappointment. The phrase "" suggests a rejection of fantasized romance, emphasizing the conflict between dreams and reality.

The narrative unfolds as a conversation with a lover, as the singer implores them to move on and find love elsewhere. This poignant message reflects the complexities of romantic relationships, where one person's emotional stance can deeply affect another. Throughout the song, there is a sense of urgency and resignation; the singer encourages their partner to seek companionship, while simultaneously battling their own fears and doubts regarding love. The repetition of phrases like "" signifies the push and pull of desire versus self-preservation, making it a relatable experience for those who have faced similar emotional dilemmas.

Musically, the song combines elements of pop with a soft, melodic arrangement that enhances its reflective nature. Notable techniques include the use of contrasting dynamics to convey tension within the lyrics, along with a gentle yet insistent rhythmic pulse. The evocative imagery in the lyrics, such as "" (standing foolishly like a clumsy clock), illustrates the protagonist's emotional stagnation and longing for connection while being bound by their own reservations. The balance of vulnerability and strength is masterfully portrayed, allowing listeners to feel the weight of longing and apprehension.

Culturally, "" resonates within the context of Mandarin pop music in the late 20th century, showcasing the prevalent themes of love, loss, and emotional fortitude that characterize the romantic ballads of that era. Vivian Chow, as one of the leading figures of Cantopop, crafted songs that not only entertained but also reflected the evolving perspectives on love and relationships within a changing society. The song continues to be relevant, echoing the anxieties of love in contemporary times, making it a timeless piece in the landscape of Chinese pop music.