世代之初

By 關心妍

禰説愛我我卻愛下墮
伊甸之初怎麼生了我
出走伊甸之先 一早知我將有禍
我撇棄禰世界裏自受
不可偷的果子偷個夠
吞一口得一口 即使消瘦都接受
不需禰又來犧牲
即使知我在逃避責任
怎可再度回覆如原貌天真
人神共憤
人生咁多壓力 叫我點樣面對
所以晚晚出去蒲 將自己灌醉
飲多兩杯 已經乜嘢都唔知
冇曬知覺 唔知發生乜嘢事
臨瞓之前 所有嘢都美好
但系瞓醒之後 發覺自己身邊乜都冇
諗起呢個過程 我已經想嘔
唔可以再呃自己 喱啲只系藉口
騙了我 那個原是我
我怎會不清楚那樣傻
回想當初 那個才是我
我經已被毒害遺禍
像這大地之初
讓愛重回在心窩
別再由神經反控自我
孤單的世代誰知錯
感官都已被麻木捆鎖
初生揹着原罪
凡人問怎可 尋回自我
點樣行 點樣企
個個人都有得選擇 我冇資格批評你
我依家就用呢段Rap做個反省
系人都會做錯嘢 最緊要系認
佢地話你係社會敗類
左耳入 右耳出 你唔駛理佢
但系你要問返自己心嗰句
就算你有恩典 你識唔識去爭取
騙了我 那個原是我
我怎會不清楚那樣傻
回想當初 那個才是我
我經已被毒害遺禍
像這大地之初
讓愛重回在心窩
別再由神經反控自我
騙了我 那個原是我
我怎會不清楚那樣傻
回想當初 那個才是我
我經已被毒害遺禍
像這大地之初
讓愛重回在心窩
別再由神經反控自我
About This Song

The song "" (At the Dawn of Generations) by captures a profound exploration of ones inner turmoil and the quest for identity amid societal pressures. The emotional core of the song lies in the clash between personal desires and external expectations, illustrating a struggle with love, regret, and the search for authenticity. The recurring imagery of Eden evokes a sense of lost innocence and the burdens of original sin, portraying the artist's feelings of alienation and the consequences of past choices that lead to self-deception and disillusionment.

At its heart, the song tells a story of escapism and the attempts to numb oneself from the harsh realities of life. The lyrics reflect a journey filled with moral dilemmas, as the singer grapples with the concept of personal responsibility versus societal judgment. Theres a sense of resignation as the artist acknowledges the pressures to conform while simultaneously craving freedom and self-acceptance, ultimately questioning the authenticity of their own motivations and decisions. The heavy emotions saturate the narrative, inviting listeners to reflect on their own experiences with regret and identity.

Musically, the song employs a blend of introspective rap and melodic elements that complement its reflective lyrics. The verses are punctuated by a rhythmic flow that captures the escalating tension within the artist, while the choruses offer a hauntingly melodic counterpoint that emphasizes the longing for genuine connection and self-discovery. The use of vivid imagery and metaphor in the lyrics enhances the emotional impact, with lines that vividly depict the contrast between fleeting euphoria and the sobering aftermath of one's choices.

In a broader cultural context, "" resonates with the sentiments of a generation grappling with rapid societal changes and the pressure to succeed. The exploration of loneliness, addiction, and the search for meaning speaks to many young people today, who may feel overwhelmed by expectations. This song serves as both a personal confession and a universal anthem, highlighting the struggle for self-identity against the backdrop of modern life.