番梘

By 林欣彤

極乏味 花點心機
阿A阿B阿C開始遊戲
沒玩味 再花點心機
找傷口 灑灑鹽 有好戲
什麼品味 有驚總有喜
我喘氣請記得再供毒氣
什麼坦白 怎麼抹黑
染污了心卻不夠 便勝利
其實你全沒錯 隨便説隨便過
有趣的別要躲 誰亦不必怯懦
其實我全是錯 無罪也成大過
要怎麼説怎麼 是是非非都是我
我這塊番梘 搓搓便分散
給你香氣使自信飄散
可惜我生繭 再生細胞氾濫
有增無減再轟裂變盔甲
什麼表示 怒目凝視
我怎配得起你多在意
什麼表白 專心揣測
我竟引得起你極注視
其實你全沒錯 隨便説隨便過
有趣的別要躲 誰亦不必怯懦
其實我全是錯 無罪也成大過
要怎麼説怎麼 就是呼吸都是錯
多得你的心機 將我推倒在這地
痛楚刺激能量儲備 然後撐起
來吧再提示我 來日我迎面更多
燙傷加上冷瘡 再多荊棘滿座
來吧我仍是我 承受過能受更多
痛楚不過痛楚 落地撐起都是我
落地不倒都是我
落地撐起都是我
落地不倒都是我
About This Song

The song "" by explores themes of self-reflection, resilience, and the complexities of relationships. At its emotional core, it captures a sense of existential struggle where the narrator grapples with feelings of inadequacy and societal pressures while simultaneously striving to maintain their individuality and confidence. The repetitive nature of certain phrases emphasizes the cyclical nature of these feelings, suggesting that personal battles are ongoing and often built upon previous experiences.

The lyrics tell a story of navigating through misunderstanding and emotional turmoil in relationships. The narrator feels both guilty and wronged, expressing a paradox where their actions or feelings can lead to both self-acceptance and self-blame. The recurring identifier of being "at fault" while simultaneously recognizing others' errors creates a narrative tension that many listeners can resonate with. The imagery used throughout the song, including references to pain and healing, creates a vivid contrasted experience, portraying growth through adversity.

Musically, the song features notable elements such as a driving rhythm and melodic contrasts that mirror the emotional highs and lows showcased in the lyrics. The use of metaphors like "" (a type of rot), and phrases such as "" (pain is just pain) add layers of meaning through poetic devices, linking personal struggle with broader human experiences. The interplay between light and dark tonalities in the music enhances the lyrical messages, allowing listeners to feel the intensity of the narrator's journey.

Culturally, s music reflects contemporary themes in Hong Kong and broader Chinese society, addressing the pressures young people face today. This song encapsulates a collective sentiment among youth navigating the challenges of personal identity amid social expectations. Lyrics that resonate with common emotional experiences contribute to a greater dialogue on mental health and emotional resilience, making "" not only a personal expression but also a commentary on societal norms.