窒息

By 杜德偉

愛煞你細膩 墮入你的美 染滿你氣味
蓋過你細膩 摘下你的美 抹去你氣味
呼吸 難呼吸 窒息得快休克
呼吸 難呼吸 無力和氣哭泣
呼吸 要呼吸 窒息得太抑鬱
呼吸 不呼吸 其實從未值得
觸摸不到的美麗這麼久
如永未復原的傷口
想呼吸一口氣但你未開放手
從不可擁有更罕有
忽高忽低的感覺化作山丘
在向着我傾瀉怎麼走 能怎麼走
忽深忽淺的安慰在你雙手
忽多忽少的給我叫我顫抖
(吻我傷口)
喘息彷彿哭訴 無情猶如傾倒
珍惜等於虛耗
想收收不到 要放放不好
回頭無去路
About This Song

The song "" (Choking) by (Teddy Robin) delves into the complex emotions surrounding love, longing, and the suffocating effects of unfulfilled desire. At its core, this track expresses the profound struggle of feeling captivated by someones beauty yet feeling simultaneously trapped by it. The lyrics poetically describe instances of yearning and the difficulty in breathing when overwhelmed by strong emotions, depicting a love so enviable it feels almost out of reach.

The narrative of the song showcases a poignant tale of a deep emotional connection that endures both highs and lows. The repetitive use of the word "" (breathe), juxtaposed with "" (asphyxiation), creates a vivid depiction of the push and pull of a relationship, teetering between exhilaration and despair. As the protagonist grapples with feelings of helplessness and longing, the imagery of a wound that never heals symbolizes the pain of love that remains unrequited or inaccessible, illustrating the complexity of human emotions.

Musically, the song employs a haunting melody that mirrors its lyrical depth, combining soft instrumentation with Teddy Robin's emotive vocal delivery. The use of contrasts in dynamics, particularly in the rise and fall of intensity throughout the verses and chorus, accentuates the fluctuating nature of the protagonist's feelings. Additionally, lyrical techniques such as metaphor and repetition enhance the emotional weight of the song, allowing listeners to resonate deeply with its themes of longing and vulnerability.

Culturally, "" speaks to a universal experience of love and the often intangible nature of beauty, making it relatable to a wide audience. The rawness of the lyrics reflects a common thread in Asian music that emphasizes emotional storytelling and depth, resonating with listeners who have faced similar struggles. Teddy Robin, known for his contributions to the cantopop genre, encapsulates the essence of yearning and the bittersweet pain of love, contributing to the rich tapestry of contemporary music that addresses complex emotional landscapes.