大了一歲

By 連詩雅

明明留在京都賞雪沒有回來
明明承諾牽得手了決不放開
明明無懼火花璀璨燒光戀愛
那列車拋棄月台
情人離別不哭不笑沒有回頭
為何留下我在月台揮手
茫然沿着冷冽路途不敢呼救
按捺到下個路口
這叫做成熟吧 誰都要活過去
學會不再相信童話的應許
願望着是活受罪 然後內心多空虛
大了一歲抹掉眼淚
若你走遠了 我不聽也不追
唯求忙着專心工作直到晚上
難眠仍是跌入裂痕中央
抬頭朝着天邊將透光的方向
盼望我別再幻想
這叫做成熟吧 誰都要活過去
學會不再相信童話的應許
願望着是活受罪 然後內心多空虛
大了一歲抹掉眼淚
若你走遠了 我不聽也不追
貌似安好於這裏 我的疲勞身軀
這叫做成熟吧 誰可以沒過去
大概總有幾次難收的覆水
未預備摘下面具 逃避內心的空虛
大了一歲抹掉眼淚
若你走遠了 我堅決我不追
是你走太遠 那麼遠怎麼追
About This Song

The song "" ("One Year Older") by (Linda Chung) captures the poignant journey of emotional growth and maturity following a significant romantic departure. The primary theme revolves around the bittersweet acceptance of change and the transition from youthful idealism to a more grounded perspective on love and loss. The lyrics express a deep sense of longing and vulnerability as the narrator grapples with the feelings of abandonment and the silent resignation to their fate in the wake of a painful breakup.

The narrative unfolds through intimate reflections on unfulfilled promises and yearning for connection amidst the stark reality of separation. The longing for a fairytale romance clashes with the sobering truth of adulthood, where the protagonist learns to suppress their emotions and focus on work as a distraction. The heartbreaking metaphor of waiting on a deserted platform symbolizes both the physical and emotional distance that lovers can experience, encapsulating the pain of letting go while striving to maintain composure.

Musically, the song employs a blend of soft instrumentals and a melancholic melody that enhances its emotional depth. Lyrical techniques such as repetition, imagery, and contrasting emotions of hope and despair contribute to the song's rich texture. The use of metaphors and visual storytelling invites listeners to resonate with the feelings of unreciprocated love and the struggle for personal growth, making it a relatable piece for anyone navigating complex romantic emotions.

Culturally, "" reflects a broader theme within contemporary Chinese music that often explores love, loss, and personal evolution. It resonates with a youth audience familiar with the pressures of societal expectations and the emotional intricacies of modern relationships. This song encapsulates the universal experience of growing up, emphasizing the importance of facing the realities of love while learning to move forward with resilience.