創傷後遺症

By 鄭俊弘

流金歲月 用十年來學習放下
第十年還未及接受新生活嗎
偶爾歸家 突然去錯你的家吧
還未適應你離開的變化
換過了你號碼嗎
新居中可有換舊睡牀嗎
誰叫我放下 從哪裏放下
探聽到和你幸福的是他
往事未完全絕望 不安現狀
令我不能忘懷提及你的新概況
過十年後眉目再變遷都記得對方
自然造成一個自虐狂
你是間斷性滔天巨浪
被困記憶裏面遊蕩
默默纏系你將青春殮葬
從今以後 共別人談話亦見外
熱鬧時投入是障礙 該怎樣愛
太看不開 任誰愛上我都傷害
同樣跟你往日陰影競賽
就算我割掉腦袋
清晰的知道複合是難再
還要更豁達 才會夠豁達
我至會能夠認真的離開
往事未完全絕望 不安現狀
令我不能忘懷提及你的新概況
過十年後眉目再變遷都記得對方
自然造成一個自虐狂
你是間斷性滔天巨浪
被困記憶裏面遊蕩
舊事纏系我將青春殮葬
往事未完全絕望 不安現狀
令我多年成為門外漢都不會放
每日期望重遇你那刻雙眼都發光
未來十年都也未淡忘
你是間斷性滔天巨浪
被困記憶裏面遊蕩
夜靜瞞着我新歡想過往
About This Song

The song "" ("Post-Traumatic Syndrome") by (Zheng Junhong) delves deeply into the emotional scars left behind by a past relationship. The central theme revolves around the struggle of moving on after a significant romantic connection has ended. The lyrics explore feelings of nostalgia, pain, and the difficulty of reconciling with both the good and the bad memories associated with a former lover. Zheng's poignant reflections on time, change, and the lingering attachment one can feel toward past relationships resonate strongly as he expresses the ongoing battle between the desire to forget and the inability to let go.

The story told in the song paints a vivid picture of someone who is caught in a web of memories, highlighting the agony of watching someone move on while still being trapped in the past. The protagonist grapples with haunting thoughts of their ex-partnerquestioning whether they have moved on, who they are now with, and what their shared life could have been. This narrative evokes a sense of melancholy and evokes the listeners empathy as it reflects the universal experience of heartbreak and the struggle of adaptation to a new reality without a loved one.

Musically, the song combines a melancholic melody with soft instrumentals that enhance the emotional weight of the lyrics. Zheng Junhong utilizes various lyrical techniques, such as vivid imagery and repetitive phrases, to capture the cyclical nature of grief and longing. The use of metaphorical language, such as likening memories to "intermittent surging waves," skillfully illustrates the unpredictability of emotions following a breakup. This technique effectively conveys how the past can unexpectedly resurface, disruptively crashing into the present.

Culturally, "" resonates within the broader context of Chinese pop music's exploration of love, loss, and personal introspection. It taps into the collective memory of heartbreak experienced by many, particularly within the younger demographics who often navigate turbulent romantic lives. By addressing the complexities of emotional recovery, this song contributes to a growing dialogue around mental health and emotional vulnerability in contemporary Chinese society, encouraging listeners to confront and embrace their feelings rather than suppress them.