討厭的我

By Supper Moment

怎麼 怎麼 今天不知道怎麼
掛念著從前的我
心魔 心魔 一天天撲滅我野火
太熟練是無形生疏
光影中睇不到 摸不到 自我
卸下胭脂粉撲 遮掩了輪廓
説話得體 防備會把你脱光的問題
慢慢進入未來 討厭的我
怎麼 怎麼 憂鬱抑壓負重過多
到了沒法承受的負荷
心魔 心魔 一天天撲滅我野火
太熟練是無形生疏
光影中睇不到 摸不到 自我
卸下胭脂粉撲 遮掩了輪廓
説話得體 防備會把你脱光的問題
慢慢進入未來 討厭的我
終於觸摸不到 消失了 自我
美麗不知不覺 扭曲了 輪廓
説話得體 防備會把你脱光的問題
慢慢進入未來 現在就是那個 討厭的我
About This Song

"" ("The Me I Hate") by Supper Moment is a poignant exploration of self-identity and the emotional turmoil that often accompanies the perception of oneself. Central to the song's theme is a struggle with inner demons and the weight of societal expectations that ultimately lead to feelings of inadequacy and self-loathing. The lyrics encapsulate the anxiety of self-reflection, expressing a sense of nostalgia for a time when the singer felt more authentic and less burdened by the demands of the external world. This emotional core resonates deeply with listeners who face similar adversities in their journey of self-acceptance.

The narrative of the song conveys a powerful message about the challenges of maintaining one's true self in the face of insecurities and societal pressures. The repeated motifs of "" (inner demons) and the metaphor of "" (removing the makeup) symbolize the facade that individuals often put on to conform to societal norms, which can lead to a disconnection from one's true identity. The singer's acknowledgment of their hatred towards themselves serves as a poignant reminder of the importance of self-compassion and the struggle to navigate life while contending with both external expectations and internal conflicts.

Musically, the song is characterized by its emotive melody and compelling instrumentation, which enhances the lyrical themes of struggle and introspection. The layered harmonies and dynamic shifts throughout the piece create a sense of urgency and depth, inviting the listener to fully engage with the emotional landscape the artist has crafted. Additionally, the use of lyrical techniques, such as vivid imagery and repetition, amplifies the song's impact, allowing listeners to feel the weight of every line and the raw honesty of the emotions being expressed.

Culturally, "" resonates within the broader context of contemporary Chinese music, where issues of mental health, self-identity, and emotional vulnerability are increasingly being explored. This song reflects a generational shift towards openness in discussing personal struggles, moving away from traditional stigmas associated with mental health. Supper Moment, through their heartfelt and relatable lyrics, not only contributes to this important dialogue but also creates a space for listeners to reflect on their own feelings of self-doubt and the pressure to conform, fostering a sense of community and understanding in shared experiences.