思想撲火

By 鄺美雲

説過愛我 但卻放低我
人如瘋瘋癲癲接近傻
明明熱愛過 又離棄我
能代表些什麼
愛過痛過 令我上一課
明瞭不應天真再度傻
旁人在勸我 獨行也不錯
若要必須了斷 不想再拖
可惜一切似未離開過
仍然關心你如何
假裝的灑脱仍無法可快樂
仍會思想昨日 思想撲火
當天身影繼續纏擾我
仍然天真極度傻
孤單中掙扎而忘記闖了禍
熱熾追蹤昨日 一起翻進愛火
愛過痛過 令我上一課
明瞭不應天真再度傻
旁人在勸我 獨行也不錯
若要必須了斷 不想再拖
可惜一切似未離開過
仍然關心你如何
假裝的灑脱仍無法可快樂
仍會思想昨日 思想撲火
當天身影繼續纏擾我
仍然天真極度傻
孤單中掙扎而忘記闖了禍
熱熾追蹤昨日 一起翻進愛火
可惜一切似未離開過
仍然關心你如何
假裝的灑脱仍無法可快樂
仍會思想昨日 思想撲火
當天身影繼續纏擾我
仍然天真極度傻
孤單中掙扎而忘記闖了禍
熱熾追蹤昨日 一起翻進愛火
説過愛我 但卻放低我
About This Song

The song "" (Sxing phu) by (Kwang Mei-yun) delves into the complexities of love and heartbreak, revealing a profound emotional core that resonates with anyone who has experienced the pain of unreciprocated feelings. The lyrics illustrate a struggle between the remnants of past affection and the harsh reality of letting go. The recurring theme of reflecting on lost love, depicted as a metaphorical fire, showcases the speaker's internal conflict and unending attachment to someone who has moved on. This emotional juxtaposition creates a poignant narrative of longing and self-discovery, underscoring the vulnerability inherent in love.

The central message of the song revolves around the grappling with a love that has faded yet still lingers in the heart. The lyrics articulate a powerful internal dialogue, where the protagonist acknowledges the lessons learned through love's pain but feels unable to completely sever ties. Phrases like "" (pretending to be carefree yet unable to find happiness) highlight the struggle of moving forward, indicating that the echoes of a past relationship continue to haunt the speaker. This personal struggle is relatable, as many listeners can identify with the challenge of releasing attachments while simultaneously caring for someone who no longer holds a place in their lives.

Musically, "" features a simple yet emotive arrangement that enhances the lyric's poignant themes. The use of gentle melodies paired with Kapwan Mei-yun's soothing vocal delivery adds a layer of softness, allowing the listener to connect with the emotional weight of the song. Lyrical techniques such as repetition emphasize key sentiments of indecision and longing, reinforcing the idea that past love is difficult to shake off. The imagery of fire serves as a vivid metaphor, symbolizing both passion and the danger of being burned by emotions that can lead to heartache.

Culturally, this song taps into the universal human experience of love and loss, transcending geographical boundaries. Within Chinese music, themes of longing and heartbreak are prevalent, often reflecting broader societal values of emotional expression and resilience."" resonates with an audience that finds solace in shared vulnerabilities, making it a significant entry in contemporary Chinese pop music.