戲中有氣

By 官恩娜

過去我 是你最最寶貴
轉個背 毫無留戀的放低
六年長伴你 如何浪費
你搭上新貴
我會笑 受騙仍如常扮笑
再指責與黑臉 你都會説再見
我早放棄了 無奈妒火一發再不止
我勝在最會演戲
這笨透女子處在劣勢 未流露心情
難委屈到涕淚塗地
來贈你一聲恭喜一臉幸福掩蓋我痛悲
恭喜她替代同遊蜜月旅程
一世待你好 快樂至死
然後我淪為憶記
任我多好心地這樣受傷總也會嘆息
多麼好戲未藏住那一腔怨氣
沒有怪你 察覺不到這種心理
其實早交足戲 多不想你走
扮作不緊也不理
愛錯了 就算滿肚悲憤
撐過了 仍然能瀟灑轉身
未能懷念你 愁城自困
更有失身份
我會笑 受騙仍如常扮笑
再指責與黑臉 你都會説再見
我早放棄了 無奈妒火一發再不止
我勝在最會演戲
這笨透女子處在劣勢 未流露心情
難委屈到涕淚塗地
來贈你一聲恭喜一臉幸福掩蓋我痛悲
恭喜她替代同遊蜜月旅程
一世待你好 快樂至死
然後我淪為憶記
任我多好心地這樣受傷總也會嘆息
多麼好戲未藏住那一腔怨氣
沒有怪你 察覺不到這種心理
其實早交足戲 多不想你走
扮作不緊也不理
讓我揮灑的獻技
飾演分手角色 永別你
About This Song

"" ("Performing with Emotion") by (Guan Enna) is an evocative ballad that encapsulates the complexities of heartbreak, showcasing both vulnerability and resilience. At its core, the song deals with the emotional aftermath of a broken relationship, where the narrator grapples with feelings of betrayal, loss, and the necessity of putting on a brave face. The title itself alludes to the performance aspect of dealing with emotions, suggesting that one must sometimes act in order to cope with profound sadness and disappointment.

The narrative unfolds as the singer reflects on a past love that seems to have been easily discarded by their partner who moves on to new relationships. The lyrics convey a powerful sense of resignation; while the narrator offers congratulations to the new couple, there is an undeniable undercurrent of pain and lingering resentment. The refrain illustrates the struggle between the desire to appear unaffected while internally facing the turmoil of jealousy and sorrow. It paints a vivid picture of someone hurt yet pretending to be happy, emphasizing the dichotomy between outward appearances and internal feelings.

Musically, the song features a poignant melody supported by gentle instrumentals, allowing the heartfelt lyrics to take center stage. Notable lyrical techniques include the use of imagery and metaphor, with references to performing as a means of survival in the face of heartbreak. The repeated expression of congratulations, juxtaposed with feelings of inadequacy and bitterness, creates a deep emotional resonance that many listeners can connect with. The song's structure also highlights the ebb and flow of emotions, capturing the tumultuous journey from love to loss.

In terms of cultural significance, "" taps into universal themes of love and heartache that are prevalent in many societies, yet the manner in which these themes are expressed can also reflect the nuances of Chinese cultural attitudes towards relationships and emotional expression. The idea of maintaining face, or 'mianzi', resonates strongly within Chinese culture, making the song's exploration of hidden emotions all the more poignant. It encourages listeners to reflect on their own experiences of love and the masks they wear in everyday life, making it a relatable and impactful piece.