I Don't Care

By 何雁詩

話過我是我 誰為著什麼揀我
沒法貼服到 如韓劇中主角温馨對坐
是性格之過 太過易辣著戰火
最輕率是我 最反覆是我
旁人哪會似我缺點多
她長得美 全身書卷氣
難怪你貪戀這種新鮮口味
一早知你 嫌我差就用後任跟我比
寧願當犧牲者
痛就別愛 別要去推卸
從前每秒哪可改寫
何用跟她拉扯
理智一早作廢 眼光因你縮細
我承認我明知
越去冷落你 才越沒動機憎你
自制隔膜裏 懷疑自己牽掛牽出妒忌
為了這口氣 我已混亂是亦變非
太想捉實你 誰知抓傷你
原來我最怕愛你不起
她欣賞你 還識討好你
而我竟不堪一擊轉身倒地
她多好戲 而我總壞事做盡怎去比
寧願當犧牲者
痛就別愛 別要去推卸
從前每秒哪可改寫
何用跟她拉扯
理智一早作廢 眼光因你縮細
我承認我明知
無憾當犧牲者
錯在習慣你太過心野
情人變節哪可不捨
該答謝 甜蜜出於施捨
怪我甘心中計 愛總使我失勢
我承認我明知
About This Song

In "I Don't Care," artist (He Yan Shi) delves deep into the emotional turmoil of unrequited love and jealousy. The main theme centers around the protagonist's introspection regarding their self-worth and their inability to compete with others in the affection of their love interest. The lyrics convey a sense of vulnerability and defeat, suggesting that the struggles of love often lead to inner conflict and an almost resigned attitude towards heartbreak and comparison.

The story unfolds as the protagonist reflects on their relationship and the painful realization that they are not the preferred choice of their partner, who seems to be captivated by someone else. There is a poignant acknowledgment of one's flaws and shortcomings, contrasted against the perceived perfection of 'the other.' This narrative speaks to the universal experience of feeling inadequate in love, often leading to a complicated mix of resignation, bitterness, and self-deprecation.

Musically, "I Don't Care" features a melancholic melody that complements the introspective content of the lyrics. The use of repetitive structures emphasizes the protagonist's feelings of entrapment in their emotions. Lyrically, the song employs vivid imagery and metaphors that evoke theatrical comparisons, drawing listeners into the emotional landscape with lines that paint a clear picture of heartache. The repetition of phrases also underlines the cyclical nature of love and emotional pain, reinforcing the feelings of helplessness and confusion.

Culturally, this song resonates with many listeners, particularly in the context of contemporary emotions in a fast-paced society where individual worth is often evaluated against relationships. It encapsulates a narrative that reflects the complexities of modern love, particularly within East Asian cultures that frequently grapple with societal expectations in romantic relationships. Ultimately, "I Don't Care" serves as a powerful anthem for those navigating the complexities of unreciprocated feelings, heartbreak, and the often painful process of self-acceptance.