我太難被感動

By 藍奕邦

我也知這麼拘束使你太辛苦
一番友善亦被狠狠謝絕
是我天生的那種個性太頑強
不喜愛憐憫也絕不信人
然而緩緩行前便看穿
其實我也有着脆弱靈魂
只恐怕你會是曾經傷過我的那類人
都只怪我太難被感動 面目實在冰凍
我也罵我沒有用
其實對你那樣冷漠 我也覺得心痛
然而誰人能知 我也有着苦衷
我也能被感動 但是並未可以
去接受你的抱擁
想卻未敢去動容 或者我太過惶恐
也許分不清楚根本誰是真心
逼使我杜絕陌生者步近
但我很小心看守的那些尊嚴
偏偏帶來我那份空虛感
如何形容才能讓你知
其實我也有着脆弱靈魂
只恐怕太軟弱贏取不到你一分好感
我也能被感動 願望是被寵愛
更渴望你的抱擁
哭到自己也臉紅 就此撲向你懷中
可知我也渴望被感動
實在極度需要
去接受你的抱擁
哭到自己也臉紅 立即撲向你懷中
About This Song

The song "" by the artist (Lan Yibang) delves into the intricacies of emotional vulnerability and the struggle of wanting to connect with others while simultaneously guarding against potential heartbreak. At its core, the song centers around the conflict between a desire for emotional intimacy and the instinct to resist feelings of vulnerability, reflecting a heart that feels both strong and fragile. The repeated acknowledgment of personal weaknesses highlights an inner turmoil that many listeners can resonate with, making it relatable to those who grapple with their own defenses against love and attachment.

The narrative unfolds through the introspective journey of the protagonist who recognizes their own stubbornness and the walls they have built. The lyrics poignantly express a longing to experience love while being tethered by fears fear of being hurt, fear of opening up, and fear of inadequacy. This duality is enhanced by lines that reveal the artists desire for warmth juxtaposed with self-sabotaging coldness. The emotional story encapsulates the paradox of wanting to be touched by love yet resisting the very act that might provide solace, evoking a compelling picture of modern relationships drenched in complexity.

Musically, the song often employs a mixture of soft melodic lines and subtle instrumentation, creating an intimate atmosphere that allows the rawness of the lyrics to shine through. The use of imagery and metaphors throughout the song enhances its emotional weight, as phrases like "" ("I find it too difficult to be moved") bring a visceral authenticity to the sentiments expressed. The lyrical technique of repetition reinforces the central theme of emotional struggle while maintaining a haunting melodic quality that engages the listener on a deeper level.

Culturally, this song taps into a collective consciousness of intimacy challenges present in many modern societies, where people often mask their feelings due to past traumas or societal expectations. In a world that increasingly encourages individual resilience, "" opens a dialogue about the importance of vulnerability in relationships. The song resonates well with a contemporary audience that is navigating similar emotional landscapes, marking its significance not only as a personal narrative but also as a commentary on broader relational dynamics.