怪我未夠登對

By 馬浚偉

你要我走 忘掉有淚
繼愛刻進骨髓
你要我追 才是樂趣
那怕我身處廢墟
你要我趕 無論再累
不哭泣不怨一句
你抱我身軀 如今轉身去
似要我沒法安睡
就算很醉很錯很痛苦 很想一對
你偶爾笑説 也許
(我過去試過爭取)
就算很愛很美肯再等 等多幾歲
卻怪我未夠登對
你要我哭 流下眼淚
這愛意方有根據
你要我悲 離愁別緒
背棄我飄泊寄居
你要我瘋 全面跌墜
不擔心不會倒退 你吻我的嘴
人身心交悴 愛上你加倍有罪
About This Song

In the poignant ballad "" ("It's My Fault for Not Being Good Enough"), the renowned Hong Kong artist (Ma Jun Wei) delves deep into the complexities of love and the emotional turmoil that often accompanies it. The song's primary theme revolves around unreciprocated affection and the feelings of inadequacy one experiences when trying to navigate a challenging romantic relationship. This emotional core is articulated through the use of vivid imagery and evocative lyrics that paint a picture of longing and despair, capturing the essence of love that feels both rewarding and painful.

The narrative woven within the song speaks to the internal conflict of wanting to pursue love despite the pain it causes. The lyrics reveal the protagonist's struggles with expectations imposed by their partner, suggesting that true love requires suffering, as expressed in lines where tears are seen as a necessary testament to one's commitment. The juxtaposition of joy and sorrowof fleeting happiness amidst overwhelming heartachecreates a relatable story of love's duality, resonating with anyone who has encountered the intricate dance of romance.

Musically, the composition combines traditional balladic elements with contemporary production techniques, providing a melancholic yet beautiful backdrop that complements the lyrics. The emotional weight is further emphasized by melodic shifts that mirror the turmoil expressed in the songrising during moments of despair and softening during contemplative reflections. Lyrically, Ma Jun Wei employs metaphor and repetition to convey the depth of his feelings, inviting listeners to engage with the lush imagery while evoking empathy for his plight.

Culturally, the song speaks to the broader themes of love and self-worth prevalent in Hong Kong's music scene, where portrayals of romantic struggles are common yet potent. It reflects societal expectations around relationships, highlighting the pressures to conform to ideals of love that often lead to emotional distress. In the context of contemporary Chinese pop culture, "" stands out as a profound exploration of the human condition, making it not just a song, but a heartfelt commentary on the trials of love.