孱弱

By 關楚耀

混亂 混什麼都好
有幾多渴望便有幾多倒數
活在 幻覺的焦土
我找不到地圖
最恐怖 未算恐怖沒相比你的吞吐
要是無心 你別行好
難面對自己 還憑什麼觸摸你
磨滅了夢想 然而未有力尋死
我偏偏精於説謊 童話般天真取悦你
但未忘記 又未提起
陪着我自卑 還憑什麼安撫你
沉睡到日出 無名氏算着年紀
像星星不敢見光 孱弱得只可辜負你
換換遊戲 累極時可 放棄
自虐 便令我自豪
有幾多破壞便有幾多美好
活在 萬世的孤島
也比不上地牢
最恐怖 未算恐怖 誰希罕你的安慰
繼續殘忍 你別行好
陪着我自卑 還憑什麼安撫你
沉睡到日出 無名氏算着年紀
像星星不敢見光 孱弱得只可辜負你
換換遊戲 累極時可 放棄
我這樣你會覺得不吸引
我這樣你會負多一種責任
我要 離開
陪着我自卑 還憑什麼安撫你
沉睡到日出 無名氏算着年紀
像星星不敢見光 孱弱到突然離開你
未及忘記 已配不起 愛你
微電影 茶木邂逅 主題曲
About This Song

The song "" (Weak) by presents a haunting exploration of vulnerability and self-doubt. At its core, the song dives deep into the struggles of living with low self-esteem and the complexities of emotional relationships. The contrasting imagery of chaos and isolation reflects the inner turmoil of the speaker, revealing a sense of longing while feeling trapped in a cycle of despair and reluctance to confront their true self.

The narrative conveyed through the lyrics tells the story of a person caught in the grip of their insecurities, portraying a quiet resignation to their fate. The artist expresses a yearning for connection, yet simultaneously acknowledges their fear of inadequacy and the impact it has on their ability to love and be loved. Lines like " " evoke a sense of passing time and fading hopes, as the protagonist feels increasingly distant from both themselves and their ideals of love.

Musically, the song employs atmospheric soundscapes that complement its confessional lyrical style. The arrangement likely features soft melodies, possibly with piano and strings, providing an emotional undercurrent that enhances the poignant themes. Lyrically, the use of juxtaposition between beauty and destruction, chaos and solitude reinforces the tension between the desire for connection and the fear of exposure. The repetition of feelings of unworthiness accentuates the emotional gravity of the song, allowing listeners to resonate deeply with the bittersweet reflection of the artist's narrative.

In terms of cultural significance, "" speaks to a broader conversation about mental health and self-acceptance, particularly within the context of Asian cultures where societal pressures often exacerbate feelings of inadequacy. The song's candid expression of vulnerability may resonate with many listeners who experience similar emotions. Additionally, as the theme subtly addresses the struggle between personal desires and societal expectations, it situates itself within a contemporary discourse on emotional well-being and the importance of authentic self-expression.