如發

By 盧凱彤

至少可以不害怕
至少可以跟誰回家
將建立過他還塌陷過她
是否自由 極之像貪
至少可以不害怕
陪他呼吸她喜歡嗎
當一切完成後 快樂嗎
前身鋪於每次事後
眾生歸於一些滲透
如汗彎彎彎到雙腳之間
暗暗生出如發
(濃濃密密似掛於心眼裏的麻)
暗暗生出幼嫩的黑
(濃濃密密像萬句某異國的説話)
沾濕過最後為蒸發
能填盡萬個裏海未能填盡我空白
(濃濃密密像沒有面孔的面紗)
暗暗生出如發
(濃濃密密似散於肌膚裏的繁華)
細碎紛亂偶然生出造化
吻過天下成就我一束 黑髮
前身鋪於每次事後 眾生歸於一些滲透
奇妙也就莫名 必須呼喊它 是愛嗎
暗暗生出如發
(濃濃密密似掛於心眼裏的麻)
暗暗生出幼嫩的黑
(濃濃密密像萬句某異國的説話)
沾濕過最後為蒸發
能填盡萬個裏海未能填盡我空白
(濃濃密密像沒有面孔的面紗)
暗暗生出如發
(濃濃密密似散於十剎盡處的天下
在情慾之間)
春風過最後又再生生於荒原延續到腳下
吻過天下難道愛只得片刻
將一串雨露變做我袈裟
將一塊碎石當做我釋迦
不歸路上等稀客
我是誰 能行在野地 跪在野花
最後亦能一身只有雪花
永遠生出如發 永遠生出幼嫩的黑
沾濕過最後為蒸發
能填盡萬個裏海未能填盡我空白
(濃濃密密似愛嗎)
世界生出如發
(濃濃密密似散於六尺善惡的真假)
春風過最後又再生生於當前情願不説話
吻過天下除下我 一身黑髮
吻過天下遺下了 遍地紅顏
About This Song

The song "" by delves into the complexities of love, fear, and personal liberation, weaving a narrative that resonates with listeners on multiple emotional levels. At its core, the song captures the essence of vulnerability that accompanies intimate relationships. The recurring phrases of "" (at least I can be unafraid) emphasize a yearning for safety and connection amidst the chaos of emotional experience. This interplay of fear and desire reflects a raw honesty about the struggles one faces in navigating love, suggesting that even in the midst of uncertainty, the act of sharing ones life with another person is profoundly meaningful.

The lyrics articulate a story of personal exploration and existential questioning, as the narrator grapples with the depth of their feelings through vivid imagery. Phrases like "" (the past lays beneath every aftermath) suggest a reflection upon the impact of past relationships, while the repeated inquiry, "" (is freedom akin to greed?), challenges the listener to consider the balance between longing for connection and the desire for independence. This narrative journey is enhanced by the exploration of profound themes such as identity and transformation, culminating in the realization that love can alternately fill and leave one feeling empty.

Musically, incorporates rich soundscapes that complement the lyrical depth, utilizing a blend of contemporary pop and traditional elements to create a hauntingly beautiful atmosphere. The song's structure employs a repetitive and lyrical rhythm, reinforcing the emotional weight of the themes. Notably, the use of metaphors related to nature, such as descriptions of hair and textures, creates a tactile connection, allowing listeners to visually and emotionally engage with the experiences being shared. The way these layers are articulated through the lyrics, including subtle shifts in tone and rhythm, highlights the complexity of human emotions.

Culturally, "" speaks to the contemporary Chinese experience of love and relationships, reflecting the societal pressure to establish meaningful connections while grappling with the individuals emotional landscape. The song resonates with younger audiences who find themselves navigating similar feelings of longing and introspection. Additionally, the theme of love transcending cultural boundaries makes it relevant to a global audience, where the universal quest for human connection remains a shared experience across diverse cultures.