不吐不快

By 張敬軒

為何共那又來又往沒情沒趣無情份的
竟比你都更頻繁暢聚
為何遇到別人問好 為何和你沒有需要
花心機講好説話一句
為何若有無聊事幹便寧願上載到電腦
早已忘掉怎跟你吹水
為何難得尚能騰空坐在戲院主角自殺
你共我竟過倦而進睡
過去共你 (怎麼去比) 哪理會你 (趕得要死)
也愛用整晚説杜琪峯專長
揭露命途無常的道理
講破天地 講到自己
不覺迎面太陽已經升起
只怕無法再有這種情懷
優美得共你同時在這世界
醜惡在於 赤子的胸懷
難敵這紛擾世態
為理想或求生在捱 (該理解)
沒完沒了各有需要把青春賤賣 (怎逛街)
漸行漸遠每天很快淡出得更快 (這宇宙太大)
握手將要安排 原諒我悲觀過界
但血啃在喉中 不吐不快
為何為了別煩着你別防礙你悠然睡去
不忍太早太夜回你電
為何大家為求夢想為求上進沒有空檔
分擔怎麼跟壓力挑戰
為何為了未來易過便勤力到忘掉共你
兜半晚風不需太多錢
為何大家漸明大體再沒有膽不理夜半
有沒有緊要事仍見面
過去共你 (怎麼去比) 哪理會你 (趕得要死)
也愛用整晚暢論人家感情
最後為何完結的道理
講破天地 講到自己
不覺殘酷太陽已經升起
如何勤勞 便有什麼出路
令你與我少了幾里漫步
沒能力坐到老 出世需要進步
你我再好也難逃這個軌道
任何密友任何伴侶和諧互鬥投緣互信尊敬
退縮生疏掛心忽近又遠跟世態搖擺
見慣不會怪
About This Song

The song "" ("Can't Speak It Out") by Zhang Jingxuan delves into the complexities of modern relationships, emotions, and the burdens of life amidst societal pressures. The main theme centers around the feeling of disconnection that one experiences in relationships, despite the frequency of interactions. It reflects on how mundane socializing can feel hollow when contrasted with genuine emotional connections. The song captures a sense of nostalgia for a time when communication felt more meaningful, juxtaposed against the contrasting backdrop of the present, where emotional exchanges often lack depth.

The narrative of the song follows a journey of introspection as the protagonist questions the nature of their relationships and the societal expectations that govern them. Through the lyrics, they express a yearning for authentic communication and intimate companionship, while simultaneously acknowledging the struggles of pursuing personal ambitions. The metaphor of "not being able to speak it out" signifies the internal conflicts that arise from unexpressed feelings and the fear of vulnerability, creating a poignant portrayal of modern existential dilemmas.

Musically, the song employs a blend of pop and ballad elements, characterized by its emotive vocal delivery and thoughtful instrumental arrangement. The lyrical techniques include vivid imagery and rhetorical questions that invite listeners to reflect on their own experiences of love and friendship. Zhang's expressive voice complements the lyrical content, enhancing the emotional weight of the narrative. The song artfully transitions between reflective verses and contemplative choruses, maintaining a fluidity that evokes the ebb and flow of human emotions.

Culturally, "" resonates with contemporary themes of loneliness and the longing for connection in an increasingly fast-paced world. It addresses shared struggles faced by many young people today, emphasizing the importance of honest communication in fostering meaningful relationships. The songs introspective nature invites listeners to confront their own emotional truths, positioning it as a relatable anthem for those grappling with their place in a complex social landscape. Zhang Jingxuans ability to encapsulate these themes within a melodic framework highlights the significance of music as a means of exploring personal and collective experiences in modern life.