吸煙的女人

By Raidas

獨自駕車與寂寞隨處蕩
她慣了靠吸煙
替代獨自談話
墨綠眼鏡隔絕陽光
不想遠望 不需暖光
因她拒絕期望
(就讓一枝煙)點起一張很想見的臉
(冷冷車廂裏)只得這口煙
(讓上升的煙)織出一張摸不到的臉
(模糊的故事)倒映到後鏡內
淡綠襯衫襯着紅黃燈號
車裏暗笑的她會淡沒在長路
豔麗眼睛看着紅燈三種抉擇
偏偏要等燈光變換迷陣
(就讓一枝煙)織出一張摸不到的夢
(最理想的戲)車廂裏上演
(讓上升的煙)遮掩窗邊不想見的夢
(模糊的故事)倒映到後鏡內
不斷吐煙因她一早已習慣
將冷卻了的煙去用力弄熄
不斷吐煙因她不想去的習慣
剝去了鏡框 看命運在轉彎
拼命循環
不斷駕車 因她一心要遇到
可以變化的街 永沒路牌
About This Song

The song "" ("The Smoking Woman") by Raidas explores themes of solitude and introspection, reflecting on the emotional landscape of a woman trapped in her own world. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of her driving alone, using smoking as a means of conversation and comfort in the absence of companionship. The repetitive act of smoking symbolizes her struggle against loneliness and the desire for connection, while her reluctance to engage with the outside world emphasizes a deep-seated disappointment in expectations and reality.

The narrative follows her journey through a neon-lit urban landscape, where she grapples with choices represented by the changing traffic lights. This metaphor of decision-making highlights the complexity of her emotions as she navigates the intersections of hope and despair, creating a rich tapestry of feelings that resonate with anyone who has felt isolated in a bustling world. The line "" ("Let a puff of smoke spark the face I long to see") poignantly encapsulates her longing for a deeper connection, showcasing her internal battle between desire and resignation.

Musically, the song employs atmospheric elements paired with a blend of electronic and acoustic sounds, which enhance the introspective mood of the lyrics. The use of imagery, such as "" ("the light green shirt against the red and yellow lights"), creates a cinematic quality, inviting listeners to visualize each moment vividly. Additionally, the repetition of phrases is a notable lyrical technique that emphasizes her cyclical thoughts and emotions, mirroring the monotony of her routine.

Culturally, "" reflects a broader conversation about urban isolation and the complexities of modern relationships, particularly resonating within Chinese pop culture. The imagery of driving through a cityscape evokes a sense of the contemporary struggle faced by many, particularly women, as they navigate both societal expectations and personal desires. The song ultimately serves as a poignant commentary on the intersections of loneliness, longing, and the search for connection in an ever-changing world.