悔過詩

By 張敬軒

北方風雪下 綠林白 樹搖動
寫詩的少年 期望紅 無奈窮
身邊的女孩 拿麥皮 來做餸
素餐也感動
他喜歡競逐 大時代 豆芽夢
他丟低女孩 前路濛 長路凍
那天風雪中紅起眼睛的歡送
衣香鬢影 十里歌聲
一開眼界 陶醉華麗豐盛
口袋太淺 要棲息旅館都不夠
只有去露宿觀星
連伴侶編織布衫都要典賣
深信終於有天令文字有聲
水仙開過後 用文字 做場夢
他幾經困難 城內人 才動容
詩中的女孩 曾為誰 捱病痛
得到歌頌
他穿街過巷 大人物 受傳頌
輕輕一句身價有千斤重
無奈句句伏線筆觸都有隱隱痛
憑伴侶編織布衫一再感動
想到當初與她沒棉衲過冬
北方的八月 木棉樹 沒搖動
歸家的少年 人越紅 情越濃
刻苦的女孩 垂下頭 從病痛
飄進黑洞
青春的故事 是殘酷 是沉重
天真想法不免有些激進
遊蕩到八月裏呼吸竟會這麼凍
浮華在大氣內相送
About This Song

"" by is a poignant exploration of youthful dreams and the harsh realities that often accompany them. The song captures the essence of ambition and nostalgia, set against the backdrop of a stark northern landscapewhere wind and snow symbolize both the beauty and brutality of life. Zhang's lyrics tell the story of a young poet longing for recognition and success, yet confronting the limitations imposed by socioeconomic conditions. At its emotional core, the song delves into themes of unfulfilled aspirations, the pain of parting, and the bittersweet nature of memory, where moments of happiness are intertwined with sadness.

The narrative unfolds through the eyes of a protagonist who dreams of greatness but is weighed down by his circumstances. He reminisces about a past love, a girl who faced her own struggles while supporting his artistic pursuits. The story illustrates a sense of regret and loss, particularly as the protagonist reflects on how his ambitions led to the abandonment of genuine relationships. The imagery of weather and seasons evokes a sense of change and the inevitability of time passing, emphasizing the emotional landscape that accompanies youth's fervor coupled with disappointment.

Musically, the song employs a blend of traditional Chinese instrumentation with modern pop elements, creating a rich soundscape that enhances the lyrical content. The use of vivid, poetic imagery in the lyrics brings depth to the narrative, allowing listeners to visualize the scenes of hardship and fleeting joy. Techniques such as metaphor and symbolismlike the imagery of stars and sporting metaphorsadd layers to the storytelling, inviting listeners to reflect on their interpretations of success and personal sacrifice.

From a cultural perspective, "" resonates deeply with the struggles of youth in contemporary society, particularly in the context of Chinese culture where societal expectations can place a heavy burden on individuality. The song's exploration of dreams versus reality strikes a universal chord, making it relatable beyond its cultural origins. Zhang's unique lyrical style and emotional delivery positions this track not just as a personal reflection, but as a poignant commentary on a generation grappling with their place in the world.