戲迷情人

By 袁鳳瑛

明暗燈影裏 喜了又悲
聲色暢演淋漓 不過是戲
蝴蝶飛不去 心醉夢醒
胭脂染干淚痕 悽也是美
聲過留影 遺陷地無悔地
以心演出永恆 以死寫傳奇
假戲亂真 輪迴地難過地
卻笑我深不了情 葬心心不死
如戲中主角 演我自己
他找錯的情人 竟着美
假戲亂真 輪迴地難過地
卻笑我深不了情 葬心心不死
蝴蝶飛走了 燈再亮起
當初葬心為誰 本要忘記
為戲中主角 苦了自己
身邊痛惜是誰 不是你
About This Song

The song "" (Lover of the Theatre) by showcases the complex interplay between love, illusion, and self-identity, encapsulating the emotional highs and lows experienced by individuals caught in the tumultuous world of romance. Central to the song is the theme of love as a performance, where the boundaries between reality and acting blur, creating a poignant reflection on how emotions are often staged rather than authentically felt. The lyrics express a sense of melancholic beauty, capturing how joy and sorrow can coexist in a relationship that resembles a theatrical production.

The narrative unfolds a story of unrequited love and longing, as the protagonist grapples with feelings of heartbreak while being acutely aware of the performative nature of her experiences. Phrases like "" (playing eternally with the heart) and "" (the false play is confusingly real) highlight the tension between genuine feelings and the faade put on in romantic engagements. The protagonist reflects on her role as a mere performer in someone else's story, dealing with the heartache of being a miscast lover amidst grand, theatrical expectations.

Musically, the song employs evocative instrumentation that enhances its emotional depth, often featuring melancholic melodies that complement the poignant lyrics. Lyrical techniques such as metaphors and imagery play a significant role in conveying the essence of the song. For instance, the imagery of "" (the butterfly cannot fly away) symbolizes transient beauty and fleeting moments, while the use of contrasts between light and dark throughout the song mirrors the emotional duality of love and loss. The repetition of significant phrases invites listeners to engage more deeply with the emotional resonance of the piece.

Culturally, this song resonates with the Chinese tradition of valuing storytelling through music, where personal narratives and emotional experiences are richly interwoven with broader themes of societal expectations and the complexity of relationships. It emphasizes the notion that love often mirrors theatrical performances, where individuals play roles that may not authentically represent their true selves. This exploration of identity within the context of love is a timeless theme that continues to resonate across various cultures.