盡力呼吸

By 岑寧兒

我懇求 時間也許如風 記憶如沙 半生如今
但誰在心頭 期待我能好好到盡頭 好好感受
盡力呼吸 在望清之後
亦呼吸在認出之後
亦呼吸 縱是最後 背影越來越瘦
並未消失 在離開之後
便哭泣在留低之後
就別焦急 在我身後是宇宙 是以後
可以荒謬 時間瞬間停止 醉生夢死 瞬間如一
但誰在心頭 期待我能好好到盡頭 揮揮我手
盡力呼吸 在望清之後
亦呼吸 在認出之後
亦呼吸 縱是最後 背影越來越瘦
並未消失 在離開之後
便哭泣在留低之後
就別焦急在我身後是宇宙
沒什麼依舊 桃花依舊
在呼吸是望不清抑或是認不出
愛恨過後 哪些仍然未有
沒什麼保佑 自己守候
活三生是離不開抑或是留不低
在我身後是宇宙 是以後
我懇求 時間也許如風 記憶如沙 半生如今
但誰在心頭 期待我還可以過後還會有 如初秋
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About This Song

The song "" ("Trying to Breathe") by Ceng Ning'er encapsulates a poignant theme of endurance and the struggle for emotional clarity amidst the passage of time. The lyrics reflect a heartfelt plea to navigate through memories that float like sand and moments that rush by like the wind. At its core, the song dives deep into the complexities of human emotions, emphasizing the importance of truly experiencing life and momentarily pausing to breathe, both literally and metaphorically.

The narrative unfolds as a contemplation of hope and the expectations placed upon oneself by both internal and external forces. The repeated refrain of '' signifies the effort to maintain vitality and presence in the face of life's challenges. The lyrics convey a journeyan acknowledgment of loss, the weight of memories, and a desire for resilience even when faced with an uncertain abstract future, which is poignantly symbolized by the vast universe that looms in the background.

Musically, the song employs minimalistic instrumentals that enhance the introspective mood, providing a canvas for Ceng Ning'er's hauntingly beautiful vocals. The use of imagery in the lyrics, such as comparing memories to sand and time to wind, resonates with listeners on a visceral level. Additionally, the lyrical structure employs repetition to reinforce key themes, mirroring the cyclical nature of thoughts and emotions that often accompany life's transitions.

Culturally, "" serves as a universal anthem for those grappling with the inevitable changes and losses that life presents. It mirrors sentiments commonly explored in contemporary and traditional Chinese music, where themes of nostalgia, reflection, and emotional struggle are prevalent. As the theme song for ViuTV's series, it connects intimately with viewers, amplifying its relevance both as a musical composition and as a cultural commentary on the human experience.