牛仔

By 許志安

恨你只懂工作像只牛
腐乳餵飽一家數口
別個家中富裕作比較
你説簡單生活人生都豐厚
自幼真的嚮往熱氣球
恨你只得空空兩手
害我出身都不夠優秀
信我不普通前程應該錦繡
和你在價值觀相差太遠
但血脈裏你基因更加深遠
難信服你是我爸爸圍繞這生命轉
亦轉不出這段緣
問你怎麼蒼老白了頭
沒有答覆張開笑口
為了一家快樂吃得夠
放棄穿梭機淡忘天邊星宿
和你在價值觀相差太遠
但血脈裏你基因更加深遠
難信服你是我爸爸圍繞這生命轉
面容仍像你無從選
饒恕我往日天真的抱怨
恨我未慣去體會一種暖
從某日我做了爸爸才懂得關係轉
在你生息裏並存
讓我今天登上熱氣球
略有畏高少少顫抖
自幼所想抱負也擁有
望見小公主面容多麼親厚
像你的心境突然之間參透
About This Song

The song "" by (Annie Shizuan) explores the complex emotional landscape between a child and a parent, underscoring themes of aspiration, generational conflict, and the quest for understanding. At its core, the song reveals a sense of bitterness and yearningfeelings directed at a father who prioritizes work over family connection. The imagery of a "" (cowboy) captures the hard-working yet emotionally distant nature of the father, representing traditional values that often clash with modern aspirations and the desire for deeper familial bonds.

The narrative of the song paints a poignant picture of a relationship strained by differing values and life choices. Throughout the lyrics, the speaker reflects on their childhood dreams, contrasting them with the harsh realities of their upbringing. The lines highlight a recurring journey from misunderstanding to eventual acceptance, illustrating how the speaker's experiences as a parent themselves lead to a newfound appreciation for their father's sacrifices. It tells a story of transformation as the narrator seeks to reconcile feelings of inadequacy and resentment with understanding and forgiveness.

Musically, "" employs a gentle melody that complements its introspective lyrics. The use of metaphor, particularly through imagery like "" (hot air balloon), signifies both the heights of ambition and the fears associated with personal growth. The duality in the lyrics captures a tender yet heavy emotional weight, using repetition and contrasting imagery to evoke a sense of nostalgia and reflection. The interplay between storytelling and lyrical structure enriches the listener's experience, drawing them into the emotional journey of the speaker.

Culturally, the song resonates with listeners by addressing concerns that are universal yet particularly poignant within the framework of Chinese family values. As it juxtaposes traditional views on success and familial duty against a backdrop of modern aspirations, it serves as a mirror for many who grapple with expectations from previous generations. "" doesnt just tell a personal story; it speaks to a broader dialogue about changing generational values, making it a significant entry into the contemporary music landscape.