十字架

By 謝安琪

很久的當年 媽媽天天囑告
好心交給人 總可得到好報
過去按這教導埋頭做
可惜隨年長一步
傷口隨年多一道
伸出手攙扶 遭鬆開手警告
交出心戀愛 反得傷心的控訴
嫌棄我過份熱情流露
或是仁慈得恐怖
燙手愛意怕碰到
彷彿背上十字架舍我救贖未算好
越奉獻得到結局越殘酷
教我為免傷勢再會變更糟
圍牆變更高
圍住了自己的去路
防護罩終變成墳墓
將根本的我葬下去獨自老
伸出手攙扶 遭鬆開手警告
交出心戀愛 反得傷心的控訴
嫌棄我過份熱情流露
或是仁慈得恐怖
燙手愛意怕碰到
彷彿背上十字架舍我救贖未算好
越奉獻得到結局越殘酷
教我為免傷勢再會變更糟
圍牆變更高
圍住了自己的去路
防護罩終變成墳墓
將真的我埋藏下去
哀悼裏獨個漸漸老
多想光陰退後到舊時 童年重渡
多斬釘截鐵共處態度
我對你好所以你會對我好
心裏沒旁騖
無奈這幸福的國度
已飽經災劫無寸草
今天只得我野地裏在獨舞
要怎麼的上路
期望一天我能知道
About This Song

The song "" ("Cross") by (Kay Tse) explores profound themes of love, sacrifice, and the emotional scars that accompany the act of giving oneself fully to another. At its core, the emotional trajectory of the song reflects the painful realization that deep affection can lead to suffering and disillusionment. The lyrics poignantly capture the narrator's journey from trusting the teachings of a nurturing figure, presumably her mother, to grappling with the harsh realities of adult relationships where vulnerability is often met with betrayal or indifference.

The narrative depicted in the song conveys a story of disillusionment in love, expressing the complexity of human connections where pure intentions can lead to heartbreak. The refrain reflects a bittersweet conflict, as the narrator yearns to love unreservedly while simultaneously experiencing the fears and consequences that arise from such openness. Phrases like "" ("Carrying the cross for redemption did not end well") metaphorically illustrate the weight of emotional burdens that come from sacrificing oneself for love. This encapsulates the notion that love, although beautiful, can also lead to suffering when it is not reciprocated or understood.

Musically, the song combines poignant melodies with intricate lyrical storytelling, creating a somber yet captivating soundscape. The use of vivid imagery and metaphor throughout the lyrics enriches the listener's experience, allowing for deeper contemplation of the themes presented. Noteworthy is the contrast between the warm, melodic presentation of the song and the bitterness of the lyrics, which serve to emphasize the emotional conflict within the storyline. Techniques such as repetition reinforce the feelings of helplessness and despair, encapsulating that continuous cycle of hope and disappointment.

Culturally, "" resonates with many listeners, particularly in Asian societies where familial expectations and the pressure to conform to social norms significantly influence personal relationships. The songs exploration of these themeslove, sacrifice, emotional turmoilmirrors the complexities faced by individuals navigating their own identities amidst external pressures. It invites audiences to reflect on their experiences with love and the burdens they carry, making it a significant piece in contemporary Chinese pop music.