偷生

By 楊千嬅

在 門外偷生不對吧
天 請寬恕我好嗎 好嗎
為 留下你看我一眼
不爭執 不怨懟 這種愛 能繼續嗎
看着我們 夠不夠可怕 我早已看的化
跟你作對 哪怕跟你才算愛侶 無謂計較其他
停留無非不放心 活到恨再一個人
靠你身邊不是我 每晚只會更加多不忿
也許愛到結可冰才合理 多的你尚有惻隱
從前曾相當勇敢 浪漫地説手要分
今天 哪像十八歲吸引
找個伴我知要些犧牲 能維繫是靠多點安分
手臂那轉動時針 轉出一絲絲悔暗
累 從辦公室忍眼淚
想 找一個訴苦豁出去
睡 牀上你故意飲醉
不騷擾不作聲 沉下來 卻未告吹
停留無非不放心 活到恨再一個人
靠你身邊不是我 每晚只會更加多不忿
也許愛到結可冰才合理 多的你尚有惻隱
從前曾相當勇敢 浪漫地説手要分
今天 哪像十八歲吸引
找個伴我知要些犧牲 能維繫是靠多點安分
手臂那轉動時針 轉出一絲絲悔暗
你愛我算責任 算加多一雙碗筷
還是會實現你終守
相處下去 從沉悶中又疑問
為何你都肯
當初相信是緣分 浪漫在暗中轉身
最熾心的經歷過 我有資格鬥輸再解困
有天去到了教堂 承認了 終於確定了身份
不等於故事無憾 若幸運有點決心
今生 冷靜地送個飛吻
不快樂至少也可安枕 才明白沒永久的僥倖
一世也志在滿足 知己跟至親
單身要有歸宿配襯
要是停留着我 怎可戒毒癮
About This Song

The song "" ("To Survive") by (Miriam Yeung) explores the complexities of love, emotional struggle, and the sacrifices one makes when entangled in a relationship that feels both necessary yet burdensome. The central theme revolves around the tension between desire and the fear of suffering, suggesting that the pursuit of love often requires navigating painful realities. The emotional core of the song lies in its portrayal of a love that is fraught with doubt and regret, juxtaposed against moments of longing and nostalgia for a simpler, more innocent affection.

In the lyrics, the narrative unfolds as a dialogue with oneself, reflecting on past choices and the paradox of being close to someone yet feeling isolated. The singer grapples with feelings of obligation and the weight of emotional responsibilitywhether love is simply a matter of commitment or if it requires deeper connection and understanding. The story expresses a yearning for connection amidst the chaos, revealing the inner conflict of wanting to stay close while recognizing the tumultuous nature of the relationship.

Musically, the song features a poignant melody that complements its introspective lyrics, utilizing soft piano chords and subtle instrumentation to create a melancholic atmosphere. Lyrically, the song employs vivid imagery and metaphors that resonate with listeners, capturing the nuances of love's hardships. Phrases such as " " ("Looking at us, is it scary enough?") illustrate the fear of confrontation with the truth about their relationship.

Culturally, "" resonates with many listeners in Greater China, where themes of love, sacrifice, and emotional tension in relationships are common yet deeply personal experiences. The songs relatable narrative strikes a chord with those navigating similar feelings in their own lives, making it a significant piece in Yeung's discography and Hong Kong pop culture, as it encapsulates the trials of modern love in a relatable and heartrending manner.