自戀

By 邰正宵

看看鏡裏的影子
偶爾也苦中帶笑
聽聽這內心世界
孤單卻始終温暖
想起過去的細語
最愛那天真笑臉
聽聽這內心世界
開心傷心都一個
寂寞讓長夜更自由
期待又害怕會受傷
別再愛 無奈去愛
人外冷卻心中發燙
自戀苦味藏心裏
讓回憶收藏昨日創傷
讓我愛 全力去愛
人外冷卻心中發燙
自戀滋味甜心裏
讓回憶收藏昨日迷惘
About This Song

The song "" by delves deeply into the themes of self-love and introspection, portraying a complex emotional landscape where joy and sorrow coexist. From its opening lines, the lyrics invite the listener to explore the delicate balance between self-affirmation and vulnerability, reflecting on how one can find warmth in solitude while grappling with the shadows of loneliness. The recurring motif of looking at ones reflection serves as a metaphor for self-examination, conjuring an image of inner dialogue that navigates feelings of both contentment and longing for connection.

At its core, the song conveys a poignant narrative about the struggles of unreciprocated love and the internal conflict of yearning for affection while simultaneously shielding oneself from potential pain. There is a sense of nostalgia as the protagonist recalls past experiences, cherishing innocent memories yet recognizing the emotional scars that they carry. The lyrics capture the duality of human experiencewhere happiness is intertwined with sadness, and every joyful moment is touched by the weight of unfulfilled desires. Through phrases like "" (The bittersweet taste of self-love is hidden within), the artist eloquently communicates the paradox of finding solace in oneself amidst external heartbreak.

Musically, "" features a blend of mellow melodies with emotive instrumentation that accentuates the lyrical themes. The use of gentle chord progressions and soft vocal delivery complements the intimate storytelling, creating an atmosphere where listeners can resonate with the emotional nuances of the words. Lyrically, employs contrasting imagery to enhance the emotional depth of the song, juxtaposing feelings of loneliness with the warmth of cherished memories and self-acceptance. This artistic choice underscores the complexity of emotions experienced in personal reflections and highlights the multifaceted nature of intimacy.

Culturally, the song reflects a broader Asian sentiment toward navigating personal identity and emotional health, particularly in societies where expressing vulnerability may be viewed through a critical lens. "" embraces the idea of self-love as a crucial aspect of mental well-being, promoting the acceptance of ones flaws and the importance of embracing both the sweet and bitter aspects of love. In a world increasingly aware of mental health issues,'s poignant exploration of self-love serves as a reminder of the need for compassion toward oneself, making this track not only musically appealing but also culturally relevant.