手望

By 張敬軒

落葉上要寫字
願望是讓眼睛只看到善意
我要我的天使
同情我廝守一輩子
花不開也看成奇蹟
枯乾的世界漫延
不要問我那故事難過極了
寂寞夜裏出現(我看到你)
是為着讓曙光消散了便算
我已害怕光線
停留漆黑中等變酸(沒法一起)
天多灰也當是藍色
深居於新生樂園
軀殼在這個世上(新生的你)
零度裏探賞
途中花瓣結霜
連手心都凍傷(如果雙手覺得快凍傷)
又再妄想
連呼吸都灼傷(求天令你堅強)
求天賜我膽量
若意識裏沒法看穿這個下場(請相信我這下場)
期望你空中拖着我歌唱(其實我拖着你)
手捉不到
在透明異國共舞
寂寞夜裏出現
是為着讓曙光消散了便算
我也害怕光線
你不需一個變酸
星星粉碎了留痕跡
一早知願望樹絕情
不要亂碰
那次傷口太深(望見你不開心)
越痛越要分心
只可惜當回憶通通結霜(如果真心覺得快凍傷)
連真心都凍傷
就怪我的求生聲音太響(你不要跟我走)
難擁你到天上(你要學會堅強)
若有天你望見世間我已着涼(不想親眼看你着涼)
原諒我不小心或太緊張(不準傷心或太緊張)
屈膝禱告
為我們下世預告
來生比你走得早(想抱)
好想你擁抱
落葉上再寫字
願望是共你於天國裏遇見
昨日未了的事
靜靜讓你知
About This Song

The song "" by Zhang Jingxuan encapsulates a profound sense of longing and heartache intertwined with the imagery of nature and spirituality. Its central theme revolves around the yearning for connection and the fear of losing that bond, especially in the face of life's inevitable separations. The metaphor of writing on fallen leaves symbolizes the fragility of communication and the transient nature of life, while the desire for one's angel to accompany them for a lifetime underscores a longing for support and companionship amidst life's trials.

The narrative woven throughout the song speaks to the complexities of love and loss, revealing a story of emotional struggle. The lyrics poetically express the pain of solitude and the hope that love can transcend time and space. Lines depicting a bleak world marked by frost and dark nights evoke feelings of desolation, yet the recurring requests for courage and belief hint at an underlying hope for eventual reunion, making the song deeply relatable to anyone who has experienced unrequited love or loss.

Musically, "" incorporates gentle melodies that complement the introspective lyrics, allowing the listener to immerse themselves fully in the emotional landscape painted by the artist. The use of vivid imagery, such as the references to cold and autumn leaves, creates a strong visual connection that enhances the listener's experience. Notable is the blend of soft vocal delivery with haunting lyrical reflections, which together convey a sense of vulnerability and the struggle to maintain hope against overwhelming odds.

Culturally, the song resonates within the context of Chinese music, where themes of nature, love, and spiritual yearning are prevalent. It aligns with traditional values like filial piety and the emotional connections between individuals across time and space. "" not only showcases Zhang Jingxuan's lyrical talent but also taps into a universal emotional experience that transcends cultural boundaries, making it accessible to a wide audience.