雜技

By 衞蘭

當我靠近 臉上盡是密雲
傻人都知一心對我降温
你在迴避我親近 沒疑問
最後悔 試過故意對你倍加關心
誰知你竟會抗拒我的慰問
彷彿尷尬地撞到路人 我這樣笨
只想見你但是儘量合羣
明明相交不深我也上心
你良朋像我兄弟 沒遺憾
最重要 我試過説偶爾也想單身
提醒你不會背上太多責任
委屈到這樣造作
只想博到同情與好感
我不怕 死心不息愛你
表演討好的雜技
不惜更改性格都想配合你
施展魔鬼的嫵媚
加起修女莊嚴難以令你在意得到轉機
然後我 假裝瀟灑對你
偷歡偷不到妒忌
花心痴心竟然同樣不震撼你
哭泣表演可憐你嫌棄
大概正中你厭惡的禁忌
難道要我説我愛到想死
威脅若拒絕我便逼死你
又怕越快被你拋棄
猜想你最近在服侍別人
仍然一聲不響免太貼身
鬥命長亦鬥寬大 只要忍
冷待我 也要勉強對你笑得開心
如果不想答我永遠不會問
小心到以為能夠
得到報答垂憐我苦心
曾炫耀偉大無悔換一點感動
曾強調最在乎你換一點激動
而你 愛完了 不會懂 不屑懂
死心不息無人歌頌
曾用盡了種種方式對你
種種討好的雜技
不惜更改性格都想配合你
施展魔鬼的嫵媚
加起修女莊嚴難以令你在意得到轉機
然後我 假裝瀟灑對你
偷歡偷不到妒忌
花心痴心竟然同樣不震撼你
哭泣表演可憐你嫌棄
大概正中你厭惡的禁忌
難道要我説我愛到想死
威脅若拒絕我便逼死你
無非要 要爭一口氣
About This Song

The song "" ("Acrobatics") by Wai Lan explores a complex emotional landscape rooted in love, unrequited feelings, and the lengths one might go to win someone's affection. The central theme revolves around the pain of yearning for connection while grappling with the obstacles of misunderstanding and rejection. The lyrics depict a protagonist who is acutely aware of the emotional barriers between them and a loved one, leading them to perform emotional "acrobatics"exaggerated displays of care and charmhoping to evoke a response that seems endlessly out of reach.

The narrative conveyed through the song captures the speaker's deep longing interspersed with moments of self-reflection and vulnerability. As they try various methods to attract the attention of someone who seems indifferent, they oscillate between sincerity and desperation. The lyrics convey a message about the futility of one's efforts to please others when feelings are not reciprocated, pressing the listener to contemplate the essence of genuine connection versus superficial gestures. This complex emotional dance reflects not only the push and pull of romantic relationships but also the internal struggles faced when asking oneself how far one should go to gain anothers affection.

Musically, the song utilizes a blend of pop elements with catchy melodies and a rhythmic structure that plays into the feelings of longing and tension expressed in the lyrics. Wai Lan's vocal delivery is emotive, skillfully capturing the nuances of desperation and hope. Lyrically, the song employs various poetic techniques, including imagery and metaphors, that enhance the thematic depth of the narrative. Descriptions likening emotional endeavors to acrobatics evoke a vivid image of the lengths to which the protagonist is willing to go, while the contrasting emotions of joy and sorrow are artfully interwoven.

Culturally, "" resonates with listeners familiar with the complexities of romantic endeavors, particularly within the Chinese-speaking world where emotional expression can often be nuanced and culturally layered. It speaks to broader societal themes of love and expectation, reflecting the pressures individuals may feel to conform to certain emotional scripts in their relationships. The song's relatable message makes it significant in contemporary discussions around love, self-worth, and the inherent struggles of connection.