無家想歸

By At17

Lyrics - Practice Pronunciation
我想出走 但總會回頭

I wanted to go out, but I always came back.

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ngo5
soeng2
ceot1
zau2
daan6
zung2
wui6
wui4
tau4
回到每一次陰森記憶

Back to each instinctive memory.

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wui4
dou3
mei5
jat1
ci3
jam3
sam1
gei3
jik1
像受傷的狗

Like a wounded dog.

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zoeng6
sau6
soeng1
dik1
gau2
我很想開口 驚你皺眉頭

I was so afraid you'd be blinking.

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ngo5
han2
soeng2
hoi1
hau2
ging1
nei5
zau3
mei4
tau4
就算我多愛你都需要安靜 舔傷口

Even if I love you more, I need to be calm and clean my wounds.

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zau6
syun3
ngo5
do1
oi3
nei5
dou1
seoi1
jiu3
on1
zing6
tim2
soeng1
hau2
或有新的公仔 沒有家想歸

Or a new kid who doesn't want to go home.

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waak6
jau6
san1
dik1
gung1
zi2
mei6
jau6
ze1
soeng2
kwai3
我想要幸福 偏偏變得自衞

I wanted happiness, and I wanted to be self-sufficient.

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ngo5
soeng2
jiu3
hang6
fuk1
pin1
pin1
bin3
dak1
zi6
wai6
青春身體 但有污漬想洗

Teenage body, but some of the dirt is washing.

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cing1
ceon1
jyun4
tai2
daan6
jau6
wu3
zik1
soeng2
sin2
自從認出親生的你

Since I've known you.

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zi6
zung6
jing6
ceot1
can3
sang1
dik1
nei5
自小摧毀我的美麗

My own childhood destroyed my beauty.

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zi6
siu2
ceoi4
wai2
ngo5
dik1
mei5
lai6
到哭泣過後 沉鬱會有盡頭

And then when you cry, the depression will end.

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dou3
huk1
jap1
gwo3
hau6
zam6
wat1
wui6
jau6
zeon6
tau4
明明怕接觸我想愛的

I'm afraid to touch what I want to love.

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ming4
ming4
paa3
zip3
zuk1
ngo5
soeng2
oi3
dik1
但沉默接受

But they silently accepted.

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daan6
zam6
mak6
zip3
sau6
我很想開口 但只會皺眉頭

I wanted to open my mouth, but I just frowned.

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ngo5
han2
soeng2
hoi1
hau2
daan6
zi2
wui6
zau3
mei4
tau4
原來你怕聽幼小的嘆息與傷口

You're afraid to hear the crying and the wounds of a child.

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jyun5
loi6
nei5
paa3
teng1
jau3
siu2
dik1
taan1
sik1
jyu6
soeng1
hau2
或有新的公仔 沒有家想歸

Or a new kid who doesn't want to go home.

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waak6
jau6
san1
dik1
gung1
zi2
mei6
jau6
ze1
soeng2
kwai3
我可以跪低 可家裏無上帝

I could kneel, but there was no God in my house.

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ngo5
ho2
jyu5
gwai6
dai1
ho2
ze1
leoi5
mou4
soeng6
dai3
青春身體 但有污漬想洗

Teenage body, but some of the dirt is washing.

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cing1
ceon1
jyun4
tai2
daan6
jau6
wu3
zik1
soeng2
sin2
自從認出親生的你

Since I've known you.

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zi6
zung6
jing6
ceot1
can3
sang1
dik1
nei5
自小摧毀我的美麗

My own childhood destroyed my beauty.

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zi6
siu2
ceoi4
wai2
ngo5
dik1
mei5
lai6
我的美麗

My beauty.

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ngo5
dik1
mei5
lai6
About This Song

"" ("Longing for Home") by At17 explores profound themes of nostalgia, emotional turmoil, and the quest for identity within the context of youthful experiences. The song's emotional core lies in its exploration of the struggle between the desire to escape from painful memories and the inevitable pull back towards them. It conveys a sense of longing for happiness while grappling with the scars left by past relationships and experiences, symbolized by the imagery of a wounded dog returning to haunting memories. This tension between the desire for freedom and the weight of one's history creates a poignant narrative that resonates deeply with listeners.

The song tells a story of vulnerability and resilience, reflecting on the impact of past traumas and the difficulty of confronting one's emotions. The lyrics speak to the artist's internal conflict, expressing a wish to reach out yet feeling paralyzed by fear of rejection and the emotional burden of past wounds. The repeated motifs of 'new toys' and 'no home to return to' reinforce the feeling of searching for a safe space or a sense of belonging where one can heal, despite their innocence being marred by past experiences.

Musically, "" incorporates a hauntingly beautiful melody that complements the lyrical themes of introspection and sorrow. The use of soft instrumentation enhances the emotional depth, creating an intimate atmosphere where the listener can feel the rawness of the artist's emotions. Lyrical techniques such as contrasts (like the push and pull between silence and voice) and rich imagery (depicting the fragility of youth and beauty) bring the song to life, allowing listeners to engage with the artist's internal dialogue.

Culturally, the song reflects broader societal themes that resonate with many young people navigating the complexities of relationships, self-identity, and mental health. It speaks to a generation facing unique challenges, such as societal expectations and personal insecurities, making it a relevant anthem for those who feel lost in their journey towards self-acceptance and belonging. At17 captures the essence of youthful struggles with poetic clarity, inviting listeners to empathize with their journey of healing and growth.

Song Details
Singer:
At17
Total Lines:
21